4 - V O I C E

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170531 ; Tears -

 

 

H E E J I N ' S   P O V   ♚

 

Due to all of those noisy screams, tears and footsteps of people running in direction of the room 54, I couldn't sleep. Indeed they woke me up so I rubbed my eyes and decided to check the reason behind those noises at this hour.

 

When I go out of the room with my breathing equipment, I could only see some doctors and surgeons wearing a mask while they were busy escorting a man to place him on a bed castor before walking off toward the operating room. And this feeling and situation reminded me the incident happened 3 years ago...

 

 

Flashback

 

" H-Hyun !! Don't die... don't go ! " I cried out when I saw him being taken away by doctors.

 

End of flashback

 

 

They were heading to the darkest and gloomiest room, the one which scared me a lot back then.

 

 

As I was about to go back to my room, a small male figure could be seen from afar. He was wearing a white shirt with a black pant, his hair was messy and his eyes were puffy. He was glancing at the ceiling with a sad and at the same time melancholy look that no one could describe.

 

 

He looks like he has cried all the tears he had.

 

 

While I was looking at him from a distance, I couldn't stop thinking about to give him a hug as he looked very pathetic. But I remembered that he didn't help me at all when I had been caught of escaping of my hospital bedroom by the friend of my aunt.

 

Sitting on the floor, he leant back against the wall as his tears fell down from his face.

 

 

What should I do ?

 

 

I couldn't leave him like that, so as soon as he stopped crying and fell asleep, I stepped toward him without making any noise. When I was finally in front of him, I crouched down at his level and admired his beautiful features. Even if his hair was a mess and his cheeks were red, I found him very handsome. Moreover it was the first time that I found a guy attractive besides Hyunnie.

 

 

His fully and juicy pink lips made me loose control, I wanted them to be on mines and keep them for myself. I didn't know what was going on but there was a sort of strange feeling boiling inside me and it felt very confortable...

 

I wanted to touch his doll-like face and I did but I didn't except the next thing coming. He trapped me on his arms. Yeah... he hugged me and very thightly like I was a plush. " Don't leave me... hyung " he said in a low tone with his eyes still shut. It looked like he was having a nightmare and wanted some comfort.

 

With my face crushed against his built and strong chest, I couldn't breath well and as soon as he opened his eyes, he quickly released me while giving me a weird look but I smiled awkwardly in return.

 

" What the f- " Before he could continue, a man went out of the operating room and we both turned our attention to him.

 

 

" Are one of you related to Mister Kim Namjoon ? "