Today was the day of the surgery and I was already in the surgery room surrounded by the doctors. Jungkook was somehow not showing himself last night and I just can't stop thinking about him. How if I couldn't saw him again after this surgery? How if the surgery doesn't go well? How if I die?

       For the first time after a while I feel back the fear of the death.

       "Everything will be alright, Chaeyoung-ah" I heard a deep voice beside me. I blinked and there I saw Chanyeol oppa flashed me a reassuring smile. Chanyeol oppa was one of doctors who will take a charge in this surgery. He was such a nice young doctor who would always visited me everytime he had a free time although I wasn't his patient. I somehow realized that he actually has a feeling for me but he was too good for a sick girl like me. Besides I already have Jungkook with me. So I just consider him as my brother.

       I gave him my smile. "Thanks oppa"

       "I will do my best, never give up okay?" He told me and I just nodded.

       "Well, everyone! Get ready on your place!" The doctor who will do the surgery entered the room and commanded his team. Everyone take their own place.

       I saw Chanyeol oppa smile for the last time before the doctor injected the anesthesia to my blood system and I slowly fell asleep. Blurry I saw a guy clad in white standing there in the end of my feet.