V. Letter and Regrets
Cry
Dear Taeyong,
Hi hyung. I hope you're happy now with Jaehyun. There is it, I'm setting you free. I don't want to continue our 'relationship' if you are always like this hyung. I'm hurt, yes, but it will pass like everyone said. You may hurt me, but it's okay, I forgave you. That's how I love you hyung. But sadly, you just ignore it. When our arranged marriage was planned, I was happy, that finally, I will be able to call you mine. But no, you are still Jaehyun's.
You called me '' many times, but I let it pass. You call me '' or whatever you want, I let it pass too. I endured all the pain you gave me, just to be with you. One night back then, I heard you and Jaehyun, each other's name at our room. I cried all day that time, calling you heartless for not minding that I may be at the house, hearing you both. I also remembered the day when we are officially married, you ran outside the church after we said 'I do' to each other. It's all okay to me, at least I'm with you for the past 3 years. I was able to touch you, to make breakfast/lunch/dinner for you, to wash your clothes, and you let me live at your house as your husband. I'm very thankful to you, hyung, for giving those chances. I love you.
I'll move on from you, hyung. I promise that. I may be your husband but you have Jaehyun, the one you love the most, I'll be sending the divorce papers so don't worry now. Spend your life with the one you love, huh?
Once again, I love you. Thank you hyung.
- Chittaphon Leechaiyakul, Ten
Taeyong clutched the paper at his chest. Now that it's all too late, h
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