Chapter 21
FRIENDSHIP, LOVE, HATEJessica and the other two go after Sooyoung when they reach her; they see her crying they just hug her and tell her to let it all out. All of them go to Sooyoung’s place so she won’t be alone for the night, they don’t want her to be alone and face everything alone. All of them are sitting in silence after a while one of them speak and ask what all of them wanted to know, even though time isn’t right for questions like these they have to ask because Sunny is also their friend
“Why did you do that Soo?” Hyoyeon asks while others just look at her
“……” Sooyoung stays quiet
Yuri gets up and sits in front of Sooyoung
“Soo we know you love her then why did you do that? You know you hurt her a lot” Yuri says while looking in Sooyoung’s eyes and Sooyoung just shakes her head
“What else was I supposed to do Yul?” Sooyoung asks as a tear escapes from her eyes, Jessica gets up and wipes her tears away
“But you love her Soo then why did you do that?” Jessica says while holding her face in her hands
“What you two would have done? Would you go and hug the one who hurt you or you forgive her and get back together with her? I know you guys, you two still love Taeyeon and Tiffany but both of you don’t want to go to them, you just don’t want to get back with them because you are afraid of what will happen or what if past will repeat itself, what if they hurt you again just thinking about it wants me to kill myself. I won’t be able to live if she betrays me again; I’m afraid of what I will do if that happens. I…I can’t bring myself to do that, I love her so much that it hurts like hell making me think why the hell I fall for her in the first place, I…I regret falling in love with her, I won’t go back to her. Yes, I love her but this time I want to protect myself from getting hurt again I will st…stop loving her I will stop now’s the time to stop” Sooyoung says as her tears fall on her cheeks, she shakes her head and speaks again
“What would you two do? I know you two love them even if both of you deny it, I know both of you very well I know both of you are hurting I just don’t know how to make everyone together, I just want us to go back when all of us were just friends, only if I didn’t fall for her this wouldn’t have happened” Sooyoung says while crying she wants to stop crying but she can’t it’s just too much for her
Her words make other two think what will they do, no matter what they have to talk to them but what will they do they can’t think of anything and just stare in space thinking about what Sooyoung said before both of them could say anything Hyoyeon comes to them and hugs them making them come back to their senses, she wipes their tears they don’t even know they started crying and all four of them just hug each other
“Everything will be alright, no matter what happens we will be together for the rest of our life’s,” Hyoyeon says while some tears escape from her eyes, she doesn’t know how they are feeling but she can guess because she thinks if Nicole left her she will die. She loves her too much which makes her afraid to even tell her what she feels for her. She can just comfort her friends even though this is all they need but still she feels helpless.
They all decide to sleep in the hall because they don’t want to be alone so they decide to sleep their even though no one was able to sleep they just lay down thinking of what to do now.
Sunny is crying in her friend's arms, she doesn’t know what to do, she knew this will happen but still, it hurts her so she is just letting it out.
“Sunny-ah lets go home ok?” Taeyeon says while wiping her tears, Sunny nods and go with them
Taeyeon and Tiffany take her to her place and stay with her. After what happened today both of them are worried about what will happen to them? They know they deserve every punishment others give them but still, it scares them even the thought of it makes them shiver. They know they shouldn’t be thinking about it and just think about Sunny but they can’t help it, they just can’t bring themselves to stop thinking about what will happen.
“Sunny don’t think about it, you know she is just hurt
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