a little note
The 7th SenseHello everyone!
Long time no see.
First of all, I am truly sorry for disappearing like I had. I honestly had a very very rough year (two years really, but especially the last one). I lost motivation to pretty much everything, even things that needed to be done, like working. Though, I did still force myself out of bed for that.
I am still struggling now, but it is no where near where it was before. And, I am ready to get back to writing once again.
I found out that my biggest project on here, that was my baby for the longest time, just got featured after seven years, back in February. It was a bitter sweet moment, as I don't really consider it to be my best work, but it is definitely one I had a great love for in the past. Seeing the star next to the title makes me feel like perhaps it wasn't so much of a waste of time like I had started to tell myself. It renewed my sense of passion for writing, and reminded me why I came to write in the first place.
Because I wanted to. Not for recognition or views.
I had gotten so worked up about the number of subscribers and the upvotes, that I compared every subsequent story I wrote to that one. Especially the one's that I was so genuinely invested in and put so much more effort into. Writing Fifty Shades of Jimin was easy to do, because it was with a very basic plot line. One that was easy to follow and gave you a sense of satisfaction even if it weren't the best work. And, while
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