1 year and 3 months after Daehyun fell into coma. In the last 2 months he showed improvement by showing all, that his heartbeat is strong and even again on the monitor. It had been weak before and his heart stopped beating three times. Now, since 2 months, Daehyun’s heart beats strong and his breathing has also become much better. He is out of danger. All wounds had healed, leaving only ugly scars behind. Now it was up to him to wake up. Unfortunately the doctors still didn't know how bad Daehyun’s brain got damaged. If his condition kept on being this stable, he should wake up in the next weeks.   When Daehyun was in coma for the 7th month, Youngjae stopped visiting him. The depressions and guilt was too intense for him- he couldn't face his friend, not like this. He knew Daehyun wouldn't want him to come in this condition, so he didn't go. Day after day the brunette let himself get wasted, came only back to the dorm in the early morning.   This routine continued. Month for month.   He was currently sitting on the couch beside the maknaes who were concentrating on playing a horror game which name didn't last in Youngjae's mind for long. He had never really liked this kind of games - they just weren't interesting enough for him. So the older tried to shut their shouts and screams out and focused on his laptop. The whole room was dimmed what led to his screen and the TV being the only things that brought light into the room, which irritated the eyes even more after a