I’m not okay, I’m not well
I still have you in a corner of my heart
There’s no way I can be happy
There’s no way I can be alright
Why don’t you know?
I’m sorry to say but
I’m not good, I can’t just smile
Because of you, because of you leaving me
I’m alive but I’m not living

The little Chen is running downstairs in the wee hours as he woke up from a sudden nightmare occurring in every child; He dreamed of monsters crawling out of his bed and making its way to him then his father and mother came to save him but the monsters are way too strong; defeating his father and eat him alive; her mother carrying him and running for their lives but they got nothing to do when the monsters caught his mother too and eat her; he was crawling backwards from the monsters until his back hit the wall; crying and wailing for help not until Ahjumma woke him up and he was crying in his sleep. he told Ahjumma what he dreamt of and the trustworthy nanny consoled the boy in her motherly arms not until little Chen decided to go to his parents room but warned by Ahjumma that his father and mother are both busy in meeting in one of their alliances 

Chen was about to push the door open when they heard a loud thud on the floor; Ahjumma immediately pulled back the young Chen in her arms; they heard another loud thud of a falling object on the floor and that’s the cue for his father’s men to enter of his office and when one of his trusted men kicked the door open; Chen saw everything with his innocent eyes; his parents both down on the floor; both pooling from their own blood; Chen wailed in agony, How could this happen to his precious parents; they were very loving and always been good to him; His eyes scanned the room and he saw the culprit who killed his parents in their own home

He knew him, He saw him once in awhile, He was smirking before he kicked the head of his weak father before escaping and blocked by his own men

Gunshots are exchanged between his father’s men and the betrayer’s alliances; Ahjumma had advice to keep Chen in a safe place; He doesn’t want to go, He doesn’t want to leave them, If his parents die here, he wanted too

He searched for his father’s eyes and before his last breathe he mouthed him to go and that’s the time he promised to himself that he will go on with his life but with his vengeful agonies living his own veins that’s why he waited for the right timing to get revenge for his family; it was all perfect; it was indeed what he wants, to make the killer suffer with the most precious possession he ever has; of course it is his family, his  own fruit, his own daughter

At first all he wants is to kill her too after he had his sweet revenge on the person who his parents trusted but life is full of surprises; he didn’t mean to but he fell in love and he wants to keep her and little that he realized he learns to smile again

Jin’s POV

It was a peaceful Saturday morning Chen and I are having a breakfast on the patio facing the pool; His men were around us, guarding us incase there is any intruders, I barely touched my food and just smiling to him admiring his beauty

I always love his long-lashes, perfect sculpted cheek bones, the curl up corners of his lips

“JaGi-Ah, I know I’m handsome but please eat, My handsome looks wouldn’t literally make you full.” He joked on me as he flicked my forehead playfully

“Well, I have something to tell you…” I nervously started but before I can continue, bullets fired to us

Chen immediately grabbed my arm and dragged me with him; What is happening? I shrieked every time I hear bullets hitting anything causing them to fly around and break, We run to the entrance and behind us is Chen’s men protecting and exchanging bullets to the enemies

We run until we reached the back entrance of his mansion where cars are park for escaping but we were trapped and I saw my father with his men more than that we expected, he was standing a few feet away from us, an evi