Year 1

Our teenage years

"I didn't want to die but I didn't want my life either" once confessed Sehun to Luhan.
Luhan has felt the same before but he did not manage to put words on it. Since then, Luhan feels close to Sehun more than ever.

They met loneliness.

Loneliness made Luhan stronger.
Loneliness made Sehun weaker.

That is why Luhan wants to stay with Sehun. He wants to protect him and to make him stronger. Or maybe because he is the one who needs to be protected and understood.

 

They are not sure how the other feels because they do not really talk about themselves.

They are alike but they are still different : they have different tastes, different personality. They are not copycat. They lived differently but had a similar experience which made them who they are now. They ended up to be alike. So when they met, they get along very well. They are comfortable with each other. They understand each other.

 

They are both broken.
They lack self-confidence.
They are tired.
They often ask themselves what is wrong with them.

 

My friend is Sehun and I am Luhan. Alix, my precious friend, thank you for being there I love you.

 

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Xyakori #1
Chapter 7: I wish you well and thank you for sharing this. Makes me wish my most precious friend(family but she obviously doesn`t feel the same) could at least try to understand and support me just by being there. She`s gone though. I see her every other day for a little and we laugh and stuff but she is gone. I`m leaving for uni in 2-3 months. I don`t know if I can "get over" it, her. I love her in all ways, including romantically/ually whatever, but most of all she is the most precious person for me and she left me, blaming me when all I did was withdraw because she didn`t really care. After 12,5 years. Thanks. And a bunch(ton) of other crazy and maddening stuff happened during the last three years and I`m left struggling not to break down or freak out. Gonna find some friend/s(just anyone I can have a mind connection with, really) and if it doesn`t work I hope I will still be up for going to a psychiatrist and not in the pit of depression. Tried the psychologist, can`t do more than this. Sorry for writing my summary, better and easier than diary to comment on stories like this. Good luck!
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