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A mysterious ringHello,
I felt like I needed to write those words before anything else. With everything that happened last month, most of you probably never thought about this fanfic and I can totally say the same for me. Until it hit me hard, what was I supposed to do with it? Should I continue or stop it? Was it offensive if I decided to continue after all? I really did not want to make anyone uncomfortable, or to make you think that I did not cared, because it's not true.
As I'm writing these words I'm still hurting and mourning a lot and the pain I constantly feel consume me a lot and that is why I made the decision to continue this fanfic, to end it. I will not be upset or anything if you decided not to read it anymore, I'd totally understand. I'm just ending this fanfic for a personal purpose, because I can't bear the idea to just stop it like that, because it's my way of paying my respect to Jonghyun, because I want to write a world in which he is alive and happy, and maybe it's selfish but I really hope you'll not be mad at me for this.
I started the next chapter today and, it is as hard as I expected, so it'll probably be the last one. I don't know what I'll do in the future, I don't know if I'll write any fanfic with SHINee again, I know I'll never write with SHINee members without him, but for now I don't know if I'll be able to start a new one.
If you are a fanfic author and you still want to write about him, I just want to say that I support you, if you can't, it's okay too, if you're a reader and still want to read this fanfic then, thank you, if you don't, it's okay also.
I hope each and everyone of you is doing fine, I hope you are being strong and I really and sincerely appreciate all of you. Thank you for supporting me so far.
I think during the week I'll try to come up with correct chapters names haha thank you so much again <3
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