It’s been a long time.. hope you guys didn’t forget about this story.

Since I just need to finalize our project and find a suitable place for the event I think the most perfect place is a park, since we need a big place for our event.

“Tae-tae don’t you think this place is perfect?”

“….”

“taeyeon-ah dou you hear me?”

“uhhh sorry, what did you say?’’

“sigh.. nothing I just asked you don’t you think this place is good”

“hmm..i think it’s the perfect place for your event”

“yess I thought so too’’

“…..”

“…..”

“since we already found this place, I guess we can go back now”

“wait a minute..”

i grab my phone and dial jessie’s number

“ok I got it.. bye love you” she hanging up first

‘’sooo?”he ask me and I swear I can heard a little bit hope on it

“ok.. now we’re free to go”

“yess… hmm since it’s still early, do you mind if we take a walk around Han river? Its ok if you don’t want to we can go there another time of course”

“actually it’s been a long time since we go there together..”

“yess we can buy your favourite teokpokki if you want it, I know you don’t eat properly when we had lunch”

“okay..lets go”

And I swear I can feel my heart race a little bit faster then usual when I can feel his hand grab my hand so he can holding it while we’re heading to the parking area.

Just take 20 minutes with car and now we’re arrived at Han river, a lot of people here simply have a walk, picnic, or have a date with their love ones. But what are we? Is this a date? I know he’s my love but who am I to him?

Taeyeon’s pov

“fany-ah do you wanna sit there?” I ask her since I saw an empty bench not too far from us

“yess .. maybe we can buy something too”

“you can sit here, I’ll buy your favourite teokpokki, stay here ok !”

“ahjussi can you give me a plate of teokpokki, one chocolate mint milkshake and one strawberry milkshake please”

“wait a minute.. hmm son you look familiar”

“aaahhh.. you’re the boy.. haha”

“do I know you?”

“maybe not.. but of course I know you. You’re the boy that my wife always talking about, youre the boy who always come with the girl and ordered same food everytime you came here’’

I can feel my face turn into fany’s favourite colour. Am I that whipped for her? Am I really like that? Did everyone saw me the way this ahjussi saw me?

“here it is.. be carefull it’s hot!!’’

“ahhh thank you ahjussi”

“the weather is really good” she mumble

Hearing how her habit didn’t change I chuckle

“yes.. it’s really good, the sky is so blue with a little bit of clouds”

“here’s your food, be carefull it’s still hot”

She didn’t answer me but she looking at me with her eyesmile

“what? Is there something on my face?” I frown

“nothing, thank you Taetae’’

“I got you a strawberry milkshake, you still like it right? I don’t know what to buy instead your favourite milkshake”

“you still remember”

“of course.. how can I forget something about you” aiiisshhh you stupid Taeyeon why can’t you shut your mouth

“thank you” she said

“…..”

“…..”

“can I ask you something Fany-ah?” she nod her head like a kid

“why now? Why you come back after six years? I already thought that you’ll never come back, after all these year I finally..” I can hear my voice suddenly become weaker and softer, my head spinnin’ and my chest I feel like something suffocate me

“but when I see you again for the first time when I’m drunk I realize the empty spot of my heart can never be replace or fill by anyone but you”

All this time she just looking at me while I talking all about my feellings, my thought and when I look deeply into her eyes I can see the tears already streaming down on her cheeks. No I can’t.. I can’t see her crying..and the reason of her crying is me. all of my pain, I don’t care about these year I screwed my life because I can’t stand how much I miss her. I wrap her in my embrace holding her as tight as I can

“I’m sorry.. I’m sorry.. I’m sorry.. “ you Taeyeon, how could you hurt the person you love the most, screw you and your ing mouth

“taetae.. I’m sorry,I didn’t meant to hurt you and I don’t want to hurt you either” she sobbed and I can feel my neck wet because of her tears

“no..no.. fany-ah it’s my fault. You can hurt me all you want, but please don’t leave me. You don’t know how much you mean to me. From now on you can’t leave and you’ll stuck with me forever.. call me selfish but I don’t wanna lose you for the second time”

“yess I’ll stuck with you forever”