Maybe You all will know why I'm post this...

I'm not in best condition right now, I have a lot pressure a few years lately that is why I can't fully writing ff for you....

I always thought that, K-Pop is the way I got a mood booster... Seeing Exo theirs smile, their song, and their nice behaviour and I always thought they will be fine...

But, I'm wrong....

Kim Jonghyun make me awake about all of this.. He is so perfect in my eyes... A produser, lead vocal, a writer,

But I'm wrong... 

He hide it so well, make all of us thinking that he is fine by that beautiful smile.... 

Who know, that "Breath" is actually his story about his life.... 

Just if we all know it, and maybe we can prevent it. 

But "just if" is already woke all of us that we late... 

But then, it is not.... 

Can we all stop to asking much from our Idol?? 

For example, in this shipping world... 

No matter for me if they wanna dating, just date..  

If Chanyeol want to update his Ig or not, just do what make you comfort... 

If Kyungsoo is can't attend exo schedule, it is okay you need rest too... 

They got or not the daesang, no problem as long as you enjoy the show... 

And stop the fanwar honey... 

Can starting by focus to our idol and just ignore antis..