Being bestfriend to both of them is not easy.

She cannot take a side without hurting the other one.  And hurt one means hurt herself too.

Because she was one of those who matched them. She was the one who tricked them to admit to each other.

She is her only dongsaeng, her baby, the one she would protect with all of her heart.

And he is her partner in crime, because in him she found an ally on her crazy ideas. 

But with both, she found a way to get close to him, the one she has been admiring from a far.

And it was them who filled with joy when he finally admitted that she had grown on him too. Because if a devil could fall for an angel, then in was only a nature that a fish could fall to a deer. Through their different styles and different world.

Though it is easier now, because when they fight, she could divide role with him when each of them taking a different side to them. Yet when it was related to the stupid reality show where both boys take part of, it was not really easy to do such an arbitrary role.

Because she can share the pain that she feels now.

Hers is easier because her Oppa would always check with her before the scenes.

Hers is harder, because both of them are not really a master of poker face like them.  And because he is her first love, so even a fake message on the show hurt her  hard.

So all she can do was holding her close when  she sobs, and a note