She was crying again last night, and she was comforting her again.

And at the time like that, she wonders who is actually the kid leader and who is the maknae.

Because she maybe their youngest but there are times when all of them feel like she is the Unnie.

Though there are times when her childish heart clearly shown and they all want to hug and protect her forever.

At such time, she is reminded of her task as their leader. Their kid leader.

That's true. When they told her that she would be the leader, honestly she was not older enough to accept such huge responsibility.

And that's why she clinged to him. Because he was (and still) the best leader in the town. His number of dongsaengs is still the biggest in the town anyway.

Then she learned (because of him too) to love her job as their leader, their protector, and most importantly, their unnie.

Yet there are times when she looked with envy (to the relationship not the persons) at them.

And wondering if they change role, she could still hold his hand the way she holds his hand.

But then she will miss the opportunity to watch her grown up and become her shoulder to cry on when they have misundertanding because of the attention they get as the maknaes.

But mostly, because then she would not have the reason to cling to him.

So, she is fine with her being leader, as long as sometimes she could also lean on her for strength.