4. He is mine!

Mark broke the kiss and both the older and Jinyoung breathed heavily, they looked in each other’s eyes in silence.

“Park Jinyoung, I like you…...can you please be my boyfriend? Let me love you and protect you?” Mark holds the younger’s hand and asked

“I don’t know hyung….” Jinyoung said while looking down don’t know what to do

“I know maybe you still have feelings for JB, but he has Jackson and you deserve to be loved too, please give me a chance to love you…to show you and prove how much I love you…” Mark said and lifted the younger’s head and pecked on Jinyoung’s lips

“I can’t promise everything, but I will try to love you back….” Jinyoung said looked in the older eyes

“So you are my boyfriend now?” Mark asked while smiling widely

“Yes….” Jinyoung said shyly and Mark hugged the younger tightly

“Thank you Jinyoungie, I love you”

“Jinyoungie?” Jinyoung broke the hug and looked at the older confused over his new nickname

“I know that you have a lot of different nicknames, but I want you to have a nickname that belongs to me, that only me can call, only I can call you Jinyoungie...” Mark said and kissed the younger and Jinyoung kissed Mark back

‘When I told you that I love you and you deserve to be loved…. you rejected me, now Mark-hyung telling you the same, but you accept him…...WHY?’ JB stare at them and thought, he had been there from the beginning and eavesdropped their whole conversation. He felt angry and went back to the karaoke room.

Mark and Jinyoung went back to the karaoke room hand intertwined and shocked all the other members in the group. Jinyoung blushed and hide behind the older when everyone went silence just stare at them

“Ohh…..there a new couple in our group hurray….” BamBam shouted and everyone started to laugh

“Oh no, now it’s only me left who doesn’t have a boyfriend or girlfriend…..” Youngjae whined and pouted, it made the other laugh harder

Jinyoung looked at JB, want to know his expression, they eye met and the older seemed angry

‘Are him angry? What should I do now? Stop think about JB-hyung, he has Jackson and I have Mark-hyung’ Jinyoung thought, but when it comes to the thought about having Mark as his boyfriend he blushed more and let out a small smile

“Let the new couple sing a couple song…..” Jackson shouted and brought Jinyoung back to reality, he looked at the older and Mark gave his most beautiful smile Jinyoung knew in this world. Jinyoung smiled back and nodded his head all forget about angry JB who stared at them

“I don’t know how to sing, but I can rap if it is okay for you?” Mark said and asked, eyes met with Jinyoung’s

“I love to sing and I’m not good at rapping, we are a good mix I think” Jinyoung said and gave his angelic smile

‘How can I not fall in love with your so beautiful smile’ Mark said in his mind and they started to sing a song named ‘Higher’, they looked at each other and were in their own world not caring of other member’s cheer and shout.

I can't forget of the image of you smiling at me like a kid

I can love I am now old enough to love

I am good enough

I think and think again

I keep on thinking images of you

You are in my head repetitively

The longer the time I don’t spent the time with you

I fall for you more

I'm stuck in a trance

You're the one I got

Mark felt that Jinyoung sang his heart out and he is so happy that the younger accepted his confession, to give him a chance to prove his love toward the younger, a chance for them to try out.

…………

Jinyoung is doing his homework at his desk and the older just sitting beside the younger staring at Jinyoung full of love

‘How can you be so attractive when you are concentrating?’ Mark asked in his mind without noticed that the younger turned around looking at the older back

“Hyung, can you stop the staring? It’s uncomfortable …” Jinyoung asked

“Huh? What did you say? Do you want something? Drink? Snacks? Shall I go get it for you?” Mark was back to reality and worried that the younger would be thirsty or hungry, when the older was about to stands up Jinyoung grips the older wrist and made Mark sit down again

“I asked you if you can stop staring at me, not drinks or snacks…..it’s uncomfortable” Jinyoung said

“Oh….sorry....I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to annoy you…..” Mark said with his head down and pouted, it made Jinyoung felt guilty. The younger lifted the older head to made Mark face him

“I didn’t say that you annoy me, just don’t stare at me like I’m the only thing in this worl…..”

“But you are……in my eyes you are the only thing in this world that important to me….” Mark broke the younger’s sentence and said, Jinyoung blushed of the older words. Mark leaned closer and the younger closed his eyes

“JINYOUNG-AH YOU HAVE A GUEST” Both of them got startled from Mr. Park’s sudden shout. They both quickly moved apart from each other and their face were really red

“Jinyoung…..” The door opened and the one who opened said the younger’s name, it was JB. Jinyoung and Mark gave each other a shy look before looking at JB who came in the room

“Oh, you were here too Mark-hyung…..how long will you stay at Jinyoung’s house, don’t you have your own home and family?......” JB’s word was harsh and Mark didn’t know how to answer the question when he doesn’t have any home or family left in this world.

“Oh hi, JB-hyung, what make you come over so late and without calling me first?” Jinyoung asked to change the subject, he know that the older won’t like to share his sad story.

“Mhm….I have something I have to ask you, can you go out Mark-hyung, it’s private” JB said it more like an order and gave the older a annoyed look

“Uhm….Mark-hyung, it won’t take long, what about you go back to your room first and I will tell you when we are done…” Jinyoung said and smiled toward the older, but it made JB pissed and annoyed

“Why do you need to report to him when we are done and how did you know that it won’t take long?” JB half shouted on Jinyoung and its now Mark’s turn to be pissed off

“Why are you shouting at him???” Mark shouted back

“I wasn’t shouting at him…”

“STOP….” Now it’s Jinyoung’s turn to shout “Mark-hyung, just give us some time and I will tell you when we are done” Jinyoung said and looked at the older

“Ok…” Mark said and left the room, he felt betrayed and sad

‘Why it feels like he didn’t take my side and pushed me away? Did I stand in between their love talk now?’ Mark got pissed off and went back to his room

“Why you say ‘yes’ to that nobody?” JB asked right after the door closed

“He is not nobody hyung, he is our friend….” Jinyoung were a bit annoyed when JB’s tone were so disrespectfully towards both him and Mark

“Ha….so he is your somebody now? What so special with him? What does he have that I don’t have? I’m so much better then him, why you choose him over me???”

“I don’t know hyung, he just make me calm and safe…..and you already have Jackson, it can’t be anything between us….” Jinyoung said and turned around, back facing the older

“So I don’t make you calm and safe?” JB turned the younger back and asked

“You did make me calm and safe but…..” Jinyoung’s sentence got cut off by JB’s lips, the younger tried to escape from the older hold and kiss, but JB was stronger than Jinyoung. Jinyoung shouldn’t kiss the older back, but he can’t help, but kissed him back. The older finally broke the kiss after a make out session with Jinyoung

“I knew that you like me too, remember you are mine you belongs to me and I won’t let anybody steal what’s mine” JB said and gave the younger one last peck on the lips before he left the room and left Jinyoung dumbfounded alone inside the room

‘What have I done….’ Jinyoung asked himself and buried his face on his hands