19. Past and New Start!

 

 

“But Jinyoung wasn’t a gangster, but I ones were…” Youngjae said and looked down

 

 

FLASHBACK

 

 

Youngjae hated his parents always working and had no time for him so he always doing bad things to have some of his parent’s attention. He was just fifteen then and goes to parties, hangs with some bad guys and drank alcohol even underage. He ships schools, even he went to school he would just sleep or bully other student and BamBam was one of the victims.

 

 

Youngjae fights every day and he got almost expelled from school, but it just made him happier, because it made his parent went to school almost every day to talk to the principle and him. Even he got scolded, but he felt cared from his parents. It was ones some thief tried to steal BamBam’s bag on the street and Youngjae saw it, he didn’t need to care actually, but he didn’t know why he wanted to help, when he saw BamBam cried after had been punched and the thief ran away with the younger’s bag.

 

 

Youngjae ran after the thief, had a fight with the thief and took BamBam’s bag back. He went back to where BamBam were to give the bag back to the younger. BamBam got surprised and scared when he saw Youngjae with his bag

 

 

“Please don’t hit me…” BamBam pleaded and had his arm over his head

 

 

Youngjae felt guilty for bullying him, he never wanted to bully other people from the first place, he just wanted to make trouble and get his parent’s attention

 

 

“I won’t hit you, here’s your bag…” Youngjae said and throw the bag to BamBam who were sitting at the ground

 

 

BamBam slowly lifted his head and saw some bruised on Youngjae’s face, he got surprised of the elder’s action, he thought that he was about to get hit again

 

 

“Did you fight with the thief just to get my bag back?” BamBam asked

 

 

“Why? Can’t I?” Youngjae said and turned away about to leave

 

 

“Why you even care? You are the bully who always bullying me at school, why are you helping me, shouldn’t you be happy for me get bulled when you’re a bully self?” BamBam asked and it made Youngjae turn around to look at the younger 

 

 

“Just remember I’m the only one who can bully you…” Youngjae said and turned around again, he walked a few step, but stopped again

 

 

“Be careful and treat your wounds when you get home….” Youngjae said and left without even looking at the younger

 

 

“Maybe he isn’t that bad…” BamBam thought and slowly get ups and walks home

 

 

From that day Youngjae haven’t show up on school, he was hanging with some gangsters and he became one of the them. He fights, steal, drink alcohols and taking drugs. But everything stopped when the accident happened, he took some drugs and were driving in fast speed, he didn’t even have any driving license. It was red light for drivers and a woman was about to cross the gate, Youngjae didn’t noticed her and the car hits that woman.

 

 

They went to hospital and the woman died, he saw her family cried, it also was a little girl that are the woman’s daughter. Youngjae felt guilty for had killed someone and made a little girl lost her mother. Youngjae didn’t need to go to jail, because he was underage, he became Christian and stopped hanging with those gangsters. He stopped drinking, stealing and taking drugs, he even stopped fighting.

 

 

Youngjae shows up on school again, but everyone avoids him and talks behinds his back after have saw the news about he killed someone in accident. Many students even started to said bad words to him, but Youngjae never said everything back

 

 

It was break time and Youngjae sat alone at cafeteria eating his lunch, a guy came towards him and pored his glass of milk on Youngjae, made him all wet. They started laughing and left after, Youngjae didn’t say anything and continue eating his lunch. A familiar figure came towards Youngjae and gave him some tissue, Youngjae lifted his head and saw BamBam standing in front of him

 

 

“Thank you…” Youngjae said and took the tissue, started to wipes his face and clothes

 

 

“Are you okay?” BamBam asked

 

 

“It’s just karma, I deserved it, I bullied you before and now it my turn to get bullied…” Youngjae said and looked down

 

 

“Can I sit down?” BamBam asked, pointing at the chair beside Youngjae

 

 

“You shouldn’t, I’m a murder and they will start bullying you if you sit with me…” Youngjae said and a sad and lonely tone can be heard

 

 

“But didn’t you say that you won’t allow other people bullying me except you?” Youngjae got surprised of the younger’s word and looked at BamBam without saying a word

 

 

BamBam sat down and from that day, they become good friend or bestfriends. Besides of BamBam, Youngjae didn’t had any other friends and his parents worked less and spend more time with Youngjae after that accident as well.

 

 

END OF FLASHBACK

 

 

“Just keep it as a secret BamBam-ah, please, I don’t want them to know and I don’t want to remember about the past either…” Youngjae pleaded

 

 

“Ok, hyung I won’t say anything, I promise…” BamBam said and smiled

 

 

“Thank you BamBam-ah…” Youngjae smiled and pulled BamBam into a tight hug and the younger hugger Youngjae back

 

 

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Mark were working at the café and the others were spending some time there as well, except Youngjae, he was a bit late. All the employees in the café already knew about Mark and Jinyoung, the elder informed them and announced their relationship. Sana quit the job there and never showed up again. The elder would go kiss Jinyoung on the cheek and lips from time to time whenever the younger made a visit and it made other employees tease them.

 

 

Youngjae ran into the café, the others waved to him and he ran towards them, but before he came near his friends he bumps into someone and lost his book he was holding.

 

 

“I’m sorry…” They both said in unison, the boy Youngjae bumped into picked up his book and lifted his head facing Youngjae, he was about to give it back to Youngjae, but he looked a bit shocked and scared, it was Minwook

 

 

“Thank you…” Youngjae said and took the book from Minwook’s hand and their hands touched. Youngjae gave him a wide smile, showing his teeth and his eyes was almost not visible and become small half moons

 

 

“Is he the same person as last time? He looks less scary this time, he looked nice actually. His smile is wide and cute, just like a sunshine…” Minwook thought and stared at Youngjae.

 

 

“Bye…” Youngjae said and smiled, before he left to his friends

 

 

“By…ee…” Minwook stuttered and went back to work with red cheeks

 

 

“Ooooh seems like Minwook likes you…” Jinyoung said when Youngjae came to their table

 

 

“What? Someone likes me? Who? Who’s Minwook? Tell me, tell me…” Youngjae sat down and asked excited, eagerly to know who likes him. Everyone started to laugh and made Youngjae a bit dumbfounded

 

 

“Why are you Laughing?” Youngjae pouted and said, it was also then when Mark came to their table

 

 

“What’s so funny?” Mark asked and back hugged Jinyoung

 

 

“I think Youngjae will get a boyfriend soon…” Jinyoung said and kissed the elder on the lips

 

 

“Boyfriend? Really? Who?” Mark asked and everyone started to laugh

 

 

“See, they won’t tell me who that Minwook is who had a crush on me, they just been laughing…” Youngjae said and pouted again

 

 

“Minwook likes Youngjae? Really? How?” Mark asked his boyfriend who can’t stop laughing

 

 

“You know who Minwook is Mark-hyung?” Youngjae asked excited

 

 

“Yeah, he is my co-worker, he who’s standing at the cashier…” Mark said and pointed at Minwook who were standing at the cashier

 

 

“Him, oh I understand… you guys were just joking with me…” Youngjae pouted and said while crossing his arms

 

 

“Joke?” Mark asked not understanding the situation

 

 

“Yeah, I bumps into him earlier and lost my book, he picked it up and gave it back to me…I thought that there was really someone who likes me, I’m disappointed of you Jinyoung-hyung, how can you joke like that to me…” Youngjae looked disappointed and pouted, but the others were still laughing, except Mark of course

 

 

“Why you guys made that joke, see how disappointed Youngjae are now…” Mark said and looked at the other, while he padded Youngjae’s shoulder

 

 

“We didn’t joke around, you should have seen how Minwook blushed when Youngjae smiled towards him and touched his hand…” Jinyoung stopped laughing and said

 

 

“He did?” Youngjae asked not knowing at all

 

 

“He did Youngjae-hyung, you’re so slow to notice those things, that’s why you are single until now…” BamBam said and chuckled

 

 

“Maybe they should get to know each other…Minwook-ah come here a bit…” Mark said and smiled

 

 

“What…hyung…” Youngjae got nervous and looked down

 

 

“What is it hyung…” Minwook came and asked

 

 

“I just wanted to introduce some friends of mine to you…you guys have meet once, but didn’t get the chance to introduce properly…” Mark said

 

 

“Hi, I’m Jinyoung, you know, Mark’s Boyfriend…” Jinyoung said and smiled, Minwook smiled back and nodded his head

 

 

“Hi, I’m Jaebum, but everyone calls me JB and this is my boyfriend Jackson….” JB said and pulled his hand on Jackson’s shoulder

 

 

“Hi…” Jackson said

 

 

“Hey, I’m the maknae of our group Yugyeom and this is my Boyfriend BamBam…” Yugyeom said and kissed BamBam on the cheek

 

 

“Hi, I’m from Thailand and my real name is Kunpimook Bhuwakul, but as you can see everyone calls me BamBam…” BamBam said and smiled

 

 

“I’m Youngjae….” Youngjae said shyly and looked into Minwook eyes

 

 

“Hi, I’m Minwook…” Minwook looked at Youngjae and said

 

 

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Just wanted to say if you guys don’t know who Minwook is, he is actually a friend of Youngjae in real life I think, tried to find someone to match with Youngjae and when I searched It on Google, it showed up Youngjae and his friend Minwook. If you’re curious of how he looks like you can search it on google and the picture of them two will show up. Or you can search him on Instagram @minwokkkk