2016 August - Are we falling apart?
Finding Our Ways Back[CONTENTID1]Are we falling apart?
(2016 - August)[/CONTENTID1]
[CONTENTID2]“What is wrong with you? You obviously care about me. You are also aware of my feelings. But you still act like I’m just your younger brother. I AM NOT. I have older brother, a biological one.” Se Hun exploded for the first time.
Suho got nothing to say. He just looked at Se Hun with sorrowful eyes for a second and look away.
“LOOK at me!”
Se Hun grabbed Suho’s shoulder and shook him. Still, he couldn’t make Suho looked at him in the eyes.
“I am tired of being in the dark, Hyung.”
Suho couldn’t say a word. Everything he wants to say doesn’t matter. How could he say out loud? That he’s the one being incompetent. He’s the one dragging Sehun down.
“Do you love me?”
That question bring Suho’s eyes upward. Of course I do.
“Answer me.”
Sehun level himself down to Suho. Bring their lips together. Suho pushed Sehun away.
“Right.”
Sehun stands uptight. His eyes hardening, looking away from me. He released me, went into our room. I heard things being thrown into a bag.
I immediately went into the room.
“What are you doing, Hunnie?” Out of habits, the name Hunnie came out.
“Moving out.”
He’s pissed off.
“Are you pissed at me?”
He laughs. I am scared. I didn't mean to. I want us to be together but...
“Pissed off?”
He immediately stopped whatever he’s doing, he held me down against the wall.
“Do you love me?”
I can’t. I want those words let out. I want to let him know how much I love him. How much I adore him. How much I treasure him. But if we are in a relationship, if he might leave me like..., if he...
“No, I am hurt. I am not pissed off. I’m hurt because of you.”
Sehun moved away. I? I hurt him?
Suho is
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