[CONTENTID1]Anything would be Great

(2014 - June)[/CONTENTID1]

[CONTENTID2]

“Hey, Joonmyun.” Luhan come sit next to me. Suho has been telling everyone that he is fine but obviously everyone knows he’s lying.

“I have something to tell you.”

Suho’s hopes got up.

“Did you get a call from Fan Fan?” Suho’s hopeful eyes met Luhan’s sad ones.

“Oh, you wanted to tell me something. What is it?” Suho understands. Luhan is just like everyone. They wants to check on him but they can’t make him feel better.

“Kris loves you.”

Suho laughs.

“You don’t know that.”

“Yes, I do. Everyone in EXO does.”

“NO. STOP. He should be calling me. No, he should have told me beforehand. He should have discussed this with me. I could have stopped him.”

“I think that’s why he didn’t tell you. He knew you would have stopped him.”

“What do you mean?”

“I don’t know. The last time I talked with Kris was last year, Growl era. He and I were talking and we had too much drinks that night and…”

Luhan knew. Kris told Luhan. Kris did not tell him but he told Luhan. Suho did not speak those thoughts out loud.

“Around October?” Suho remembers something. Something that might be….

“Yeah I think so, I don’t quite remember. He said that…” A lie.

“I remember. You guys were oversea. Were you guys staying in the same hotel?”

“Umm… yeah, I think so. Anyway, don’t be sad and do not overthink. Kris loves you. He will contact you anytime soon. I’m sure.”

“Around October, last year, from what I remembered, Kris is alone at the hotel. He got filming till 1 am and after filming he was too tired to do anything so he slept. That’s how he excused himself from not returning my calls.”

“Really? I think I remember wrong.”

“No. I don’t think you remember wrong. I think Kris lied. You guys slept together right?” It was an instinct. But Luhan’s change in expression tells Suho everything he needed to know. They had an affair. Suho bites out a laugh. It sounded so sad and bitter but it didn’t even match up the feelings Suho felt.

Suho walked away.

“, no, Joonmyun, wait.”

Luhan followed furious Suho whose noses are red and eyes stings with tears.

“Yes, we had an affair. ONCE. It was nothing.”

“Was it? You slept together. How was it nothing?”

Suho shook his head. He tried to move away from Luhan’s hold.

“I’m sorry I slept with him but it’s only one time thing. We have no feelings for each other. You know I have feelings for Sehun back then. And Kris… he loves you. He regretted in the morning. Please believe me.”

“It’s not the matter of having feelings or not. It doesn’t even matter. He left in the end. He always left.”

Tears flow from Suho’s eyes. He violently rub it with his hands but the tears won’t st