❝

I've been awake at 3 a.m. in the morning,

because I'm in love, and because I'm lonely,

and the reason is you.

Sometimes I feel everything, 

but most of the time I feel nothing,

and I question my worth.

I would sleep better if you're next to me,

your lingering scent is washing off,

what do I do?

Your smile says you love me,

but your eyes say you're lying,

and I know it too well.

I apologized for the things you did,

and the pain is unbearable,

it's the price I have to pay to make you stay.

One day you got tired of me,

and you just watch me drowning,

two feet away with crossed arms.

and we'd stop talking,

as I stopped breathing.

❞