[ hospital ] 

"Chou Tzuyun?" The doctor called out, it has been the second day since Tzuyun collapsed that day 

"Neh?" Tzuyun walked towards the doctor's room 

"You're an idol?"

"N-neh" 

"I have a bad news for u..."

"Huh?" Tzuyun asked confusingly 

"W-well, it seems like u hurt your brain at the accident and also your leg become weak after that accident so u can't dance anymore because if u continued to dance....something bad will happen to u for example, can't walk or can't even stand, u need to get treatment from now on..." 

"w-what?" 

"I'm sorry...I know dancing is your favorite thing to do and it's also your dream to be an idol but u can't dance anymore"

"..."

"U will be sent back to Taiwan to get your treatment and also your parents says that they want u back because if u can't be an idol anymore....u will be going back to Taiwan and be the CEO of Chou's company in the future..." the doctor continued "I called your parents and that's what they told me to told u...."

"..."

"Ah, also u need to be careful from now on and your parents are going to give u a personal doctor because u needed to be cared 24/7"

"I-I g-get it..." Tzuyun got up "I-I can go now r-right?" Tzuyun asked and the doctor nodded his head and Tzuyun faked a smile and bowed a bit before he walked outside

"I can't dance anymore?" Tzuyun thought to himself as he's outside "going back to Taiwan? When?..." Tzuyun continued to walk slowly 

"My career...my dreams.." Tzuyun stopped "S-Sana..." Tzuyun whispered "I-I can't let her know..."

Suddenly Tzuyun's phone rang and it's from their manager 

"Tzuyun, I heard about your problems and I'm sorry for that....w-we are planning on disbanding"

"W-wae?"

"We already discussed, Chaemin and Daho said they will disband too because without u...there's no Secret-Boys"

"A-arasso" 

[ Night ]

Tzuyun's inside his bedroom looking outside and he dialed a phone call 

"Appa...give me two more months before I go back to Taiwan..."Tzuyun said as soon as the person he called answered

"Reason?" 

"I need to settle something here..." 

"Ok, don't worry son, I will find the best doctor for u" 

"Thank you dad...for everything"

"its nothing, just come back here after u settle things down at Seoul" 

"n-neh" Tzuyun smiled before he ended the call

"I can't let Sana know the real reason why we disband nor can I let her know why I can't dance...she should never know that because of the accident I can't dance and can't achieve my dreams that I longed for" Tzuyun mumbled 

"She would blame herself if I do that.....I can't let her blame herself" Tzuyun thought 

"She's too precious to be taking the blame because it's not her fault that this happened to me and I can't see her sad..."

"I will be going back to Taiwan...I-I c-can't see her anymore.." A tear escaped his eyes

"I would rather be the bad guy who dumb her than to let her feel guilty for the rest of her life....because I-if I didn't confess that night, this would never happened and we would never thought that this would happen..." Tzuyun said to himself as tears started to stream down even more

"We are both innocent, none of us should take the blame for this..."

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[ Rooftop ] 

( A/N: I suggest u guys to listen to some ballad/sad songs, for me I listened to If I Meet You Again from a drama's OST )

-Tzuyun's POV-

The next day, I called Sana and told her to meet me at the rooftop but Sana hasn't arrived yet...I wish time could stop at the day where we happily ate the ice cream or it could stop at the place where I confessed 

Or maybe the cat wouldn't appear that day...I'm sorry Sana for what I would do later on...I really wish u wouldn't come up here so I wouldn't have to break up with u

after a few minutes, Sana arrived and she back hugged me before she whispered into my ears 

"Tzu oppa, I missed u where have u been this three days? I texted u but u never replied me" Sana is smiling like she's super happy because she saw someone she missed for days 

Sana pls stop, don't smile nor look at me like that...I'm so sorry..remember I love u....sa-saranghae~ please forgive me

"Sana...let's break up" I pushed Sana away and said coldly b-but it's hurting me...

"W-what?" Sana asked shockingly 

"I'm tired of u, you're so clingy towards me and it's making me sick of u" I replied coldly 

sorry, Sana pls don't hate me for this...you're not clingy at all, I love u being clingy to me like how u were everytime we went on dates and especially that day at the ice cream shop 

"O-oppa" Sana called out as tears are starting to ran down on her eyes 

d-don't cry Sana, i-it's hurting me to see u cry....

"Don't call me oppa, it's