Tiffany rushed to her room when she reached her apartment. When she went back to their apartment, Taeyeon was talking to Jessica about their debts that haven't been paid. When Taeyeon saw her, Taeyeon rushed to her room, but it's locked, so she knocked Tiffany's door.

"Fany-ah, what happened?"

Tiffany sobbed, her face facing the pillow, making sure her sobbing didn't hear by Taeyeon and Jessica.

"I'm fine," She yelled, her voice cracked.

"No, you're not, now, get the hell out from your room!" Taeyeon shouted with her ahjumma voice.

Tiffany knows better not to mess with Taeyeon or else she will use the spare keys to unlocked the door. So she walked out from her room, facing the reality.

"Your eyes are swollen red and you say you're fine? And where are you last night?" Taeyeon begin with questions, making it more hard for Tiffany to answered.

"Are you okay, Fany?" Jessica also begin to asked.

"I'm fine." Tiffany forces a smile out from her face. Her voice cracked as she talks. "I'm going resigned from the company. Tell Yesung to meet me here today." Tiffany asked Taeyeon and Taeyeon nodded.

"But where are you last night?" Taeyeon insist to ask and she will not let you go if you don't answer her.

"I was helping Mr. Choi."

"Then, why do you want to resign?" Taeyeon asked again, her voice full of worry.

Tiffany said, "Please, I will tell you when I'm ready."

And Taeyeon keep herself quiet.

Tiffany walked in her room and locked it. She took a paper and a pen, start to write her resign letter. She knows she stupid, but she... she doesn't even understand herself. Maybe it just the best to quit the job than stay. More, she knows it's not his fault that they had , it's herself, because wanting the bonus salary. She's blaming herself for the cause of losing her ity. But what's hurt, Siwon's mother said she is a little . She never, never, ever, wear something that made her look like a and it's hurting her pride. She can't take all of it in one day. She can get another job, maybe not so fast, but she will.

She write the letter with heavy heart and when she's done, she put it inside an envelope and put it on her table.

"FANY! Yesung is here!" Taeyeon's loud voice was heard and Tiffany walked out from her room with the letter. "Please sit," Taeyeon said and went to kitchen to make him drink.

"Tiffany-ssi, what is it that makes you call me to come?" Yesung said, he and Tiffany have seated on the sofa.

"I want to resign." Tiffany said, giving him the letter.

"You have not even work for a month." Yesung said. "Is there something happen?"

"No, I just feel that I'm not doing good and I won't be able to do this job any longer." Tiffany explained.

"But you done your job well."

"I felt that I'm not. Please," She pleaded, can't answer more questions.

"I'll give you half-salary."

Tiffany nodded. Somehow, she can't tell that Siwon promise bonus salary. She will feel more dirty if she takes the money. Yesung handed her cash money and Tiffany bowed. "Thanks,"

Yesung stand and bowed. "Your things will be sent tomorrow. Is that okay?"

"Yes."

"Then, I'll get going."

"Okay," Tiffany bowed again and opened the door.

Just then, she saw another figure outside the door.

Choi Siwon is standing in front of the door, breathing heavily. Looks like he run to there. "What are you doing here?" Tiffany asked coldly. "Yesung-ssi, don't tell him about my resign in the meantime." Tiffany whispered to Yesung. Yesung simply nodded.

"Then I'll go now." Yesung said, walking out from the apartment.

"What is he doing here?"

"None of your problem." Tiffany replied.

"Let's have some talk." Siwon said. "Or you want to talk inside, so everybody know what we are going to talk about?" He asked.

Tiffany quickly grab his hand and walked out from the apartment. Tiffany closed the door and make sure no one could hear them. "What do you want to talk about?"

"My mom didn't mean to say those words."

"I know, but it's enough for me." Tiffany muttered.

"Fany.."

"Don't call me with my nickname!" She yelled. "You have no permission to say it."

"I'm sorry..." He said, "...for everything."

Tiffany shook her head, not wanting to listen.

"If I hadn't asked you to pretend, you will not lose...."

"Shut up! Go away, go away now!"

"Okay, I will." He said in soften voice. "About the bonus salary..."

"Keep it. I don't want it... when I think of it, I felt like e. There's no way I could repeat the time, it's better if we just think there's nothing happened between us. Let's never meet again."

"But..."

"No buts, I'm tired with your sorry, because it's not going to change everything."

Siwon looked down. "I'll go now,"

"You better go," Tiffany said, opened the door and walked in, leaving Siwon alone.

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Taeyeon is worried about Tiffany and when Tiffany walked in to their apartment, she followed her to her room.

"Fany ah," Taeyeon walked in and closed the door. "Tell me what happened."

"What?"

"Don't pretend to be innocent. I know you were hiding something."

"Taeyeon ah," Tiffany began to cried again. "I... have...." Tiffany knows that she better tell Taeyeon 'cause she will give her advice. "...lost....my...." It's harder to speak rather to think. "...v... vir...ity." She covered her face with pillow.

Taeyeon looked at her blankly. "What do you mean? You're not pure anymore? I mean.... did he... did last night..."

"It wasn't all his fault, Taeng ah... we were both under alcohol control..."

"Why do you help him covered it? Don't tell me you're falling for him..."

"I guess I am, if not, how stupid I was, reacting to his kiss..." Tiffany spoke up.

"So, will he take responsibility?"

"No, Taeyeon. I don't alllow him. I don't want to have a marriage without love. And more, I'm lucky I am not pregnant."

"Not so lucky, Fany. You can't know whether you pregnant or not at least until one month."

Tiffany know what Taeyeon said is fact, but she can't take it. She wants to pretend as if there's nothing happened and she's not going to pregnant. "Then let's move."

Taeyeon nodded. "I'll called my parents for help, just to look for us new house. And this time, I will even force them to help. But don't worry, about this, I will not tell anybody."

"Thanks you, Taeng." Tiffany hugged Taeyeon.

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The next morning, at the office.

Siwon arrived at his working place and saw that Tiffany's place is empty and neat. He wondered where she is so he called Yesung.

"Yes?" Yesung answered through the intercom.

"Where is Tiffany?"

"Sorry to inform you this late, but Miss Hwang decided to resign. I have her letter of resign at my place."

"What? You allow her to resign?"

"Hey, man, I can't do anything. It's what she wants. And more, what's happened between you and her? She told me not to tell you so fast, that's why when you asked, I answered."

"She told you so?"

"Uh-huh." Yesung replied. "Man, I will find you new secretary as soon as possible."

Siwon ended the conversation without saying anything. He might has known Tiffany for a week and some days, but he could feel something inside his heart. Now that Tiffany is gone, there's a space in his heart that empty. He doesn't know what is it, he never feel with other people, even his parents. He just know, that he couldn't see her smile anymore. She has stated 'Let's never meet again' and it makes him heartbroken, and no one knows it.

But he does know one thing.

If they are fated to love each other, they will meet again someday, whether they like it or not. And when the times comes, Siwon will not let the chance flew away.

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A month later....

Tiffany cough and vomit everyday. She doesn't even has appetite, making Taeyeon worried. Jessica has known about her 'lost ity' story, but know Tiffany well and they never talk about that stuff. A week after her resign, they moved to Busan, near the forest, so if they need to Busan's city, they need at least take a few hours from their house. They lived at a house, not so big, but enough for them. Taeyeon got a new job as soon as she arrived, thanks to her previous principal, giving her a recomendation letter.

"Are you okay, Fany? You vomit much," Jessica asked worriedly.

"I'm fine, it's just... maybe the weather is too cold for me." She answered.

"Eat this soup," Taeyeon said, giving her a bowl of hot soup.

"Thanks, but I don't have appetite."

"Stop saying it!" Taeyeon explodes. "You don't eat these few days. Do you check up to doctor?"

"I haven't met the doctor. But I've made appoitment for tomorrow."

"Good," She said.

"You know, Fany, when I saw you vomitting... I remember something..." Jessica speak, "It's what I usually see from movie, a pregnant woman lose their appetite and often vomitting."

"I am not pregnant!" Tiffany yelled her lungs out.

"Just make sure of it, Fany. We both worry about you." Taeyeon said. "And, if you are pregnant, what are you going to do?"

"I'm going to keep the baby. You know I will not harm anything and anybody." Tiffany answered.

"Okay, then. Just... tell us if you need us.." Taeyeon and Jessica said, leaving her alone.

The next day, Tiffany went to meet the doctor. After check up, she sat down in front of the doctor.

"Congratulation, Miss Hwang, you are pregnant!" The doctor said.

"Ekh?!" Tiffany shocked.

She left the hospital worriedly. She waited for the girls come home. "Taeng, Sica." She called them when they entered the house.

"Wae?" Both of them sit beside her. "What the doctor say?"

"I... I'm pregnant..."