Chapter 1

Can we be like that?

"I love you Junhee"

"I know that Yifan"

"wait it for a little more, will you?"

"I don't know"

"dear Yifan,

do you remember the way we met?

oh god, how I hate you so much that time

you were a jerk who spilled your cofee on my book

your flat face, your cold attitude and your scary voice

I didn't know why and how can I fell in love with you

 

do you know what was the best thing that happened in my life is?

It was you

yeah, it was

because you were also the worst thing that ever happened in my life

 

why can't you hold me in the street?

why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?

I wish that we could be like others

why can we be like that?

can we be like that, Yifan?

 

maybe I'm your first kiss

maybe I'm the first one you shared your bed with

but I think I couldn't be the last one

 

Do you know how hurt it was when you kissed her?

When people know her instead of me for being yours?

 

It is so wrong, Yifan. What we do is wrong.

We can't be like this

But I can't let you go

Not that easy

But I will let you go, slowly

I can let you go, slowly

because I have to

and promise me to be happy, Yifan"

 

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titianiastar3 #1
Chapter 7: I hope Yifan finds out about the baby and goes after Junhee, or Yifan's mother finds out about the baby and accepts Junhee
missmoknat #2
Chapter 7: I can understand Junhee's point of view since I've been in her place before and I understand how she feels, it's hard to give up on someone you love when you know the mother doesn't approve of you. It hurts like hell.
ephemeral24 2413 streak #3
Chapter 7: what if Baek and Yifan finds their "anger" for Jun as further common ground and decide to console each other and end up falling for each other romantically? what if they conceive a child too? are you sure you can live with that Jun??? are you sure it's the best decision to just run away to NY???
ephemeral24 2413 streak #4
Chapter 6: "Because once I love Baekhee the way I love you, it means that I will never let her go!!” if i were Junhee, id cry too... this was really a powerful striking message, and coming from Yifan... I understand that Jun doesn't want to make Yifan an ungrateful son, and im sure she's hurting as much as Yifan here...

but i totally didn't expect YIFAN ATTEMPTING TO END HIS LIFE!!! like damn thank goodness Tao found him just in time... Yifan pls stop making yourself suffer and stop hurting yourself... but im sorry Yifan mama, IT WAS MOST DEFINITELY NOT JUN'S FAULT THAT YIFAN ATTEMPTED SUICIDE!!!! LIKE EXCUSE YOU! you wanted him in an areamged marriage and away from the love of his life... EXCUSE YOU!

i loved that moment when Jun got a piece of her mind across to Yifan's mother before she backed down... i just hope fate hurries up in making it known that these two are the ones meant for each other so everyone else can just shut up and everybody be happy... BUT OFC JUN IS PREGNANT AND YIFAN DOESNT EVEN KNOW!!! UGHHHH why does this hurt so much????

ps. maybe you could put an indicator of a double update? since when fics are updated, readers expect the latest chapter as the update and i read the 6th chapter before I realized there's something missing and I haven't read ch5 :)
ephemeral24 2413 streak #5
Chapter 4: the didn't run away, right?
since this is a flashback and Jun is miserable in the previous chapters...
ephemeral24 2413 streak #6
Chapter 3: ahhh... why is this so painful???
I'm hoping for the best but why do i feel like I'll cry rivers of tears first before that happens...
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