We're graduating. All I can think about is her. How will I forget her.

Recently after the incident with the boy. She seemed abit open to talking to others.

"Do you friend me Taeyeon?"

"That's a stupid question!"

"That means that you friend me, right!"

I couldn't help but grin at myself. Never have we ever had such a conversation with each other. But at the same time its making me regret not confessing to her. How could I.

How could I like a girl! Maybe it is just a one time thing. After I get out of this school. I'll realise the truth, that I actually like boys.

That's right! It's just an infatuation.

I kept saying this to myself.

On prom night,

I just wore jeans and a long blouse. I looked .... well ......presentable.

Then I saw her when I arrived. She said "Hi" to my best friend whom I arrived with and hugged her.

Then she turned to face me. I felt like time stopped. She reached out her arms towards me. I hugged her back but let go just as fast. I counldn't stand the pressure. I just couldn't.

I quickly went upstairs.

I just remembered doing some odd things.

Then  I found myself at home.

I quickly got ready for bed.

My eyes started to water.

I cried my eyes out .

I missed her.

But I must forget her.