Excitement? Joy? 

More like dismayed and guilty. He was furiously tapping his feet on the wooden floor, biting his nails. His eyes shaking, frustrated with himself. Pushing himself off the bed he took a look at the mirror and said,

"A baby?!"

He himself couldn't even think of the possibility. Why now, how, for what reason?

He never thought to question this moment, more he longed for this moment, this talk. But now, why?

"A baby..." he repeated anxiously. 

The last thought on his mind right now was a baby. 

What could have brought this up? 

"A baby?!!!" 

When he was feeling ready to leave the world he once knew, his bedroom door was slammed open. Shooked he turned to the door, "KIBUM!" he cried, pathetically running to hug the latter.

Shocked, the latter looked down at the shaking shoulders. He was puzzled. Pat, pat, pat, he tried comforting his in law. 

Abruptly Jonghyun separated from the hug and once again took a seat on the bed's edge. He crossed his legs and brushed a hand through his messy hair. 

"J-" Kibum tried speaking but was soon cut short,

"A baby..." like a broken record, he repeated.

"What?"

"What baby?"

"Mom was asking for you, that-" yet again he was interrupted,

"I...h-have a b-b-bab-y" unable to look up, he hid his face in his hands.

"You WHAT!"

"You cheated on your wife!!!! Kim Fuc-"

"The fuc-NO!"

"Well just a little..." he mischievously looked over at the younger, signing he continued, "She suggested...suggested to have a b-baby..."

Loosing his enraged face Kibum finally looked firmly into Jonghyun's eyes, looking for an answer but finishing blank.

Clearing his throat, he spoke, "and this...this bothers you, why?"

Jonghyun snorted as he stood up, "Really?"

"You're asking me, why?"

Losing his composure, Kibum cleared his throat again, "Jonghyun, listen, I was...saving this conversation for some, sometime later...but I think now is the time..."

"What we had...what happened that time, at the-" avoiding the buff males gaze "-the hotel was something we- something I shouldn't have done-"

"Stop, just stop right there," Jonghyun couldn't help but laugh, "this feels so scripted, so what now? am I supposed to cry? Cry and tell you to give me another chance? Is that how those dramas you've been watching work? 'cuz I'm gonna tell you one mothe