I looke at this dressing room's mirror, Iam wearing a super mini short and a white hmm whats the right wordd TUBE and heels, with make up on.. and i feel llike... iam a e!

"Next, number 19 your on the line!." the director shouted and i let out a deep sigh. and walk towards the spotlight,walked with a ...let say embarassing seductive smile and posing here and there.

"GO JESSICA!!." i hear a loud cheer coming from the audience, i smiled as i joined the other candidates on the line. Then i saw Kyu holding a banner for Seohyun. I rolled my eyes and smile again.

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"YAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!" Yuri barged into my dressing room along with the others "Congratulatios!!!!!"

"Thank you guys for support!!."I smiled. and look at each and everyon of them. aNd noticed a twinkle of regret in there eyes

"C'mon guys, be completly happy for me." I saod

"We are happy for you." Taeyon said "But you deserved tobe the princess."

"Iam an amateur. Seohyun is professional." I tried to explained, I did not reached Donghae's expectations, how am i suppose to face him now?

"That's okey guys, atleast she won first place." Yuri helped

"Guys!." Yoona startled us as she yelled

"I KNOW WHY SEOHYUN WON.!."

because she's prettier? no need to tell me yoong

"One of the judges is her uncle!.."

"What?!." Leeteuk shouted and all of them were planning to sue the judge

"Stop it guys, it wont change naything at all. lets just be contented okay?." I yelled. everybody shut up.

"Hello." Steven came in "Congrats."

"Thanks men." i threw my fist on air and they meet his

"Kyu we have something to tell -." I glared at yoona

"You looked so beautifull."

"Thank you." i said

"Babe?." i heard Seohyun's voice "Your here!." She eyed me. "Congrats Jessy!." She called me jessy? well okay..

"Congrats too.!" i smiled

"We will have a congratulatory party tonight, i hope youll be there. " She said as she held hands with Kyu

"Right babe?."

"Yes of cource." Kyu smiled.

"Sure/" I showed an eyesmile and turned around.

"Ill go and get change, you too Seohyun."

"Yes,goodbye and see you."

"We should go too. we will wait for you at our class room."

I nooded unable to answer, why does it hurt? isnt this too much? wearing this fluffy blue gown i sat on the floor. Why are you so weak Jessica?

"Your going to cry and ruined your perfect face?." A voice behind me says. he sat infornt of me and lift my chin up.

"I did not won." i said he patted my head

"Its that really the reason why your abou to cry?." i stared at him. he's handsome, serious at the right itme yet a funny persomn

I stared again. DAZZLE this time.

"About being my girlfriend...do you still want to?."

I snapped back to reality. all of them.. users.

"Youll stay away from them?." his face darken and he held me up. helping me stand up

"Yes of cource." his plastice pained smile cameback again.

"And then okey.ill be your girlfriend."Isaid "If youll exuse me dear, ill go and change."

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"You look so lovey." Seohyun said as i enterd her home.

"Thank you." I smiled. "You look beautifull in that dress." I added

          i looked around everybody was having there different affairs around. Chatting, Playing.Drinking wines and stuffs.

"Well,enjoy your self tonight," She exused herself to talk with the other guests.

 I approached the buffet table and have a glass of red juice. a warm arm tighten around my waist.

"You look nice."Kyu said, i slightly push his arm away and smiled "You too."

 he chuckled and stared at my drink

"Still uncapable of drinking liquior?."

"Its not like that,"I Replied "Just being carefull."

"As. always." he said

i softly laughed. why are we so akward now?

"About the thing @ the school rooftop,i would like to-"

"We have different lifes now."I said, cutting him off  "You have Seohyun,, I have-"

"Donghae?." he glared "I doNT Like him."

I glared back "You dont have to.."

"There, here." i heard seohyun. i turned she's with hae.  and irritation started to grows inside me. He smiled at me then kissed my cheek

"Congrats Donghae and Jessy." Seohyun said

"Congrats for?." Kyu asked

"There together,officially."she smiled "Hae told me."

i slighlty elbowed dobghae, he chuckled

       Seohyun got her self a spoon and a glass cup yo get everybody's attention

"Hello everyone,thank yuo for you'r support and helps."She started "I hope  youll enjoy tonight. welll music please!."

 THEN loud music came in. everybody went to dance I went back to teh buffet table. Donghae followed

"Are you that hungry?."

"Iam depressed."

"Oh.,meditation." i nooded and continue eating

"Dont eat too much." He warned "You need to stay skinny since your face will be often use for school advertising purposes."

"Yes." I SAid

          and then my plate got emptied, i stood up , about to eat more when he caught my hands.

"Lets go," he said and pulled me outside.

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"Are you going to me and throw me to the river?."

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"YOOOOOOOHHH"

merry merry merry christmas :)

have a blessfull life Guys!

Saranghae :)