"good morning!" i greeted when i enterd my classroom. i saw kyu looking at my direction,i went straight into my desk, ignoring him. not because iam mad about last afternoon's flirting mode with Seohyun but because he denies me. As a bestfriend. Does he hate me taht much? What did i do?

THE irritation and pain inside me grows, he cant see my feelings?denies me? He can tell me, ill go away if that will make him happy!!

  i got my self a packetof tissue and wipe the soon to be tears when the teacher enterd and...

WITH A SURPRISE QUIZ!!

"JESSSICCCAAA!!!" Taeyon called, followed by the others

"Yeah?" i raised an eyebrow "Whats wrong?"

"Are you and Kyu-" Yuri's sentence was cut off by Yesung " Currently on a fight?"

"ASK HIM." i answerd then turned back

"AIXT." Yoona mumbled then everybody pulled me upstairs, then pushed me inside the rooftop door.

"Guys! Open this door!!" i demanded

"So.this is it."I heard kyuhyun's voice from behind "Hi sica"

 "Hello,kyuhyun." i said then stand near the barracks. facing the whole academy,wow,every student look like ants

"Remember the time when we came here? then the heavy rain poured,instead of going inside we played with storms and thunder, and the next day both of us suffered from fever."

"Were so called bestfriends that time." Aixt Jessica. Crying AGAIN!

"up till now?" but looking at the sky.Iam here beside you? why are you looking at the sky? am i a cloud?

"WHY DONT YOU ASK YOURSELF?" i snapped

"Iam Sorry." He apologized "About Yesterday,i panicked and i feel nervous that-"

"People and Seohyun may see me with you?" I said. Finishing his sentence for him.

"Iam sorry, and its not like that at all," He said,but no explanation, my heart ache's again.

"From today on." i breathed "Were schoolmates and classmates,nothing more nothing less."

 I know,by saying this, iam adding fuel to the fire,but thats what i want to happen,if i cant forget him, HE should forget me

"Dont be like this!!" HE yelled and cried,my heart stopped..iii.i.its my first time seeing him like this,crying??

I fell on my knees and hugged him

"Your important to me,were family. its my fault. iam so sorry!! please.Just dont leave me." He cried "I need you."

 Emotions and affections inside me,is, overflowing and ive decided to tell him what he needs to know.let tommorow take care of itself

 i lifted his chin up and look at his eyes directly and said those magical hurtfull words

"Kyuhyun." I breathed "I Love You."

 he blinked for a few seconds then KISSED ME

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