Chapter 5: I am so sorry that it's only now did I discover such beautiful and realistic fic. Gosh, this cut me deep - the emotions and struggles, I felt all of it. I just absolutely love how this fic showed the dark and destructive side of being an idol/artist, how the expectations of the fans and controlling of the company can kill an idol - literally and emotionally. Gosh, this is all too true and it's actually really scary for the idols. I kinda expected that things would eventually end with Junmyeon trying to kill herself, but I was so not prepared to read that. I'm really just sooo happy that Yifan managed to save her. Also so happy that she decided to save herself from being further broken than she already is. I'm really glad that both she and Yifan saved each other in the end. Beautiful!

I remember reading this story and I like how you focus on what an idol goes through. The beautiful and wonderful side of the entertainment world is like how we view fairy tales when the actual truth is that the entertainment world is dark and ugly. It's like an idol is stripped of their true self and forced to become someone else.

Chapter 5: wow... this was so good... im actually speechless...
its true though, what youve beautifully written about the entertainment world... we/fans only see the beautiful side of it but the opposite side is a total nightmare...
this was so good and im sooo glad that yifan saved her right on time T T

Chapter 5: JUNMYEON'S ALIIIVE ! ! THANK YOU AUTHOR-NIM ! !!

this fic was amazing, one of my favorite tbh, and god knows i've read a ton of fanfictions.

You did a really good job author-nim !
I wish this epilogue was longuer though, but anyways this was perfect, you are perfect, your style is so cool
hope you'll write an other amazing fanfiction in the future

hugs and kisses ♡

- wertehfukistao

Chapter 5: first of all, thank you for sparing Jun! i was so relieved to know she was alive, tho broken, im not worried coz i know Yifan will stay by her side... it's just sad that she's come to that point, where she tried to end her life and she almost succeeded! thank goodness Yifan was there, and im also thankful at how Yifan was always there for her...

i wish this epilogue was longer tho, like if you could've given us the moment Jun decided to come out of the shell she created for herself after the suicide attempt, that's definitely the moment Yifan most wished for, for Jun to "come back" to him...

but all in all, despite this being a very sad/angsty fic, im happy with it! im happy with how Jun managed to survive... I can't imagine how hard it must've been for her after the company announced her hiatus, all the speculation abt her condition, the company didn't even let her go do therapy after... and the courage to admit that she's emotionally sick and to reveal everything to the public... what she had to go thru but she's emerging out of those victoriously, there's hope there... and ofc the power of love, I'd like to think Yifan was a big factor for Jun's recovery, and seeing how she's staying with Yifan :)

thank you for this wonderfully intriguing fic! it's a really nice read!

ps. do you have visuals for Jun's tattoo?

Chapter 5: THANK GOD YOU DONT KILL HER.
OK I DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY THIS. BUT I LOVE THIS. I LOVE YOUR WORK. Im drown in it, emotionally. I dont even know why do i read this. Maybe im a masochist just like yifan....lol

Chapter 5: and i thought junmyeon will die here omg author-nim you gave me a chill before reading ;;; i love it the feelings is so vivid

Chapter 5: Yay joon is okay now and she's together with yifan hihi and its kinda sad that she has to retired from the industry but its okay if she can be "okay" again after she retired^^ thank you for writing this fic hehe i enjoy the storyline~