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Sehun’s POV:

Xiumin Hyung didn’t waste any time to scold me for where I have been for the past 30 minutes which it really made me feel so guilty after he told me about what happened to Suho Hyung. He said that he couldn’t handle it anymore seeing me like this anymore “Don’t walk away from us Sehun-ah” he repeated with a low voice as I stood in front of him. He looked at me in the eyes and I knew he was super worried. “What’s wrong with me” I asked myself “Why do I keep worrying everyone around me today?”

Then it suddenly got weird, the weird silence all around us, BaekHyun Hyung just didn’t move from where he was sitting, Xiumin Hyung’s eyes never left my face and I, I just felt like I was out of breath. I started walking toward the VIP room with Xiumin Hyung right behind me I felt like what happened to Suho was all my fault but BaekHyun Hyung just didn’t leave me alone with that thought since he was blaming himself too because he asked to stay there with him.

As I stepped into the room, I first met Lay’s eyes. Once he saw me he just let out a sigh “There you are” he said pulling me closer into a brief hug, a smile was on D.O and Kai’s faces but Chen just kept looking at me from a distance with an uncomfortable look on his face.

I walked so slowly toward Suho Hyung’s bed. Seeing him laying there made my heart go crazy and my feelings of guilt grew worse, I was tearing up. I closed my eyes as I brought the bed side chair and just set there so close to him. His eyes shut his breaths so heavy and deep with the IV drips stuck into his arm and an oxygen mask on his face. I held his hand, leaned my head on his arm and I let my tears fall. I held them for so long, I didn’t know what else to do, I was sorry and I said it “Sorry Hyung” I told him even though he can’t hear me but I really was. I felt like shocking, like