Drunk in love, maybe

Survivor

 

 

“Please take your seats.” Mr Kim told them and gestured them towards the empty seats in front of Jihoon. 

Jihoon saw them walking towards their seats and accidentally caught one of their eyes.

 

Jihoon quickly looked away as he could feel his face turn red. “What the hell?” Jihoon could feel the question marks forming above his head as he raised an eyebrow at how weirdly and out of character he acted.

Jungkook couldn’t stop the smile forming on his lips as he saw Jihoon's cute reaction. 

 

Halfway trough the first lesson, Jihoon sort of lost interest in what they were doing and leaned back in his seat.

He looked up and started to let his gaze wander at the front.

 

Somewhere, he suddenly caught Jungkook’s coal coloured eyes fixed on him for the second time today.

Jihoon gnawed at his lip as he could feel his heart flutter and cheeks turning red for the second time today.  

 

Jihoon kept staring right back into Jungkook's piercing gaze as he could feel the questions forming in his head.

Was he suppose to smile at him?

Should he look away or maybe he should try to make a funny face at him and see if the new guy would laugh?

No, no, no 

Jihoon scolded himself and told himself that it was too childish to do something like that, even though he secretly wanted to see the new guy's reaction if he did something like that.

 

While Jihoon was too busy in his own thoughts, Jungkook was admiring the beauty he was staring at. His chocolate coloured skin, and those mesmorizing caramel brown eyes that seemed to hide a million secrets, but were filled with a hidden warmth and care.

 

Jungkook even found Jihoon's small imperfections beautiful, like the heavy bangs under his eyes. Jungkook leaned his head on his palm as he scanned the beauty from up and down. 

 

It soon became too much for Jihoon as he noticed how much Jungkook stared and he turned his head downwards, so he instead looked down at his textbook. Even after looking away, Jihoon could still feel Jungkook's gaze on him.

 

He tried to calm down, to stop his heart from fluttering, while already knowing that Jungkook probably saw his flustered face.

 

However what he didn’t see was Jungkook’s wide smile, when he saw how flustered Jihoon's face was. Jungkook couldn't stop his heart from beating fast as he turned back and looked at the blackboard when he saw the Mr. Kim turning over to him. 

 

V and Jimin kept giving each other knowing glances as they saw what was going on around them.

Secretly, they were waiting for their big baby to go get boyfriend and it looked like now might be the time.

 

They couldn’t stop grinning in the first period, not even after they got scolded by Mr. Kim. Jihoon just gave them a weird look and thought nothing about it, while Jungkook had a knowing look on his face and rolled his eyes, when Jimin turned towards him and wriggled his eyebrows.  

The first period was over and Jihoon quickly took his books and fled out of the class, before anyone could stop him.

“Looks like the princess didn’t want his prince charming,” Jimin snickered as he saw how fast Jihoon sprinted out of the class.

“Shut up,” Jungkook glared at Jimin and almost smacked him on the head.

 

“Oh, how you hurt me maknae-ah,” Jimin clutched his chest and dramatically fell on V and wrapped his arms around him.

V gently smiled as he enjoyed Jimin’s strong and warm arms around him. It made him feel safe and secure to feel Jimin's protective embrace around him. 

 

V giggled and his dry lips, not noticing the way Jimin's eyes started to heat up as he stared at his lips, while Jungkook was fuming with anger as he angrily glared at Jimin.

V quickly stopped Jungkook before he actually decided to smack Jimin.

 

“Stop teasing him Jimin-ah and don’t worry Jungkook. Maybe he was just nervous,” V reassured and placed a calming hand on Jungkook's arm. He couldn’t help but laugh as Jimin pulled him away from Jungkook and closer to him.

Jungkook couldn't help but smile as he saw the love in his friends’ eyes as they stared at each other and ignored the rest of the world.
 

But something was bothering him. There was this nagging feeling inside him as he remembered the teen with the pretty eyes that made his heart skip an extra beat when he stared at him. Jungkook decided to ignore the feeling, at least for now. 

 

Jihoon held all of his books in one hand and turned around to walk over the second hall. His conscience told him that this was a stupid idea, but did he listen?

Nope, because he's a stubborn little brat, which is exactly why this accident happened.

 

Jihoon accidentally bumped into someone in the hall and all the books fell down from his arm.

“Oh, I’m sorry!” a deep voice said and Jihoon bowed down to take the books from the ground. “It’s fine,” he replied, but didn’t expect a pale hand to reach down and help him up. Jihoon took the hand and stood up with the books in BOTH his arms, and saw a red haired male in front of him.

 

“I’m Im Yoongi, but call me Suga,” he smiled as his eyes turned into crescent moons.

 

Jihoon couldn’t stop the little smile that formed on his lips when he looked at Suga. "Cute," Jihoon couldn't help but think.

He bowed. “Oh Jihoon,” Jihoon introduced himself and quickly walked away because the weight of the books were getting too much and he refused to get caught by a teacher again, when he just decided to skip class.

 

“Yah! You can’t just leave like that,” Suga snapped and pouted but Jihoon acted like he didn't hear anything and kept walking with a small smirk on his face.

 

“Rude little brat,” Suga huffed, but couldn’t help but smile as he remembered the small smile he was rewarded with from Jihoon.

He would never admit it, but he hoped to see the little brat soon.

 

Jihoon walked into an abandoned classroom, he had found a few months ago. He found a random table and placed his books on top of it as it made a thump sound.

 

He quickly found another table and pushed it towards the wall. Afterwards, Jihoon jumped on top of it and leaned against the wall. 

He took my headphones out of his pocket and put them into his ears.

 

He leaned his head against the cold wall and slowly closed his eyes as the music started playing.

 

Hurts so good by Astrid S

You’re fighting me off like a firefighter

So tell me why you still get burned

You say you’re not, but you’re still a liar

Cause I’m the one that you run to first every time

 

Every time, yeah, why do you try to deny it

When you show up every night

And tell me that you want me but it’s complicated, so complicated

 

When it hurts, but it hurts so good

Do you take it? Do you break it off?

When it hurts, but it hurts so good

Can you say it, can you say it?

Your love is like, your love is like

It hurts so good, your love is like

It hurts so good

 

Every time that I swear it’s over

It makes you want me even more

You pull away and I come in closer

And all we ever stay is torn

 

Baby, I don’t know why I try to deny it

When you show up every night I tell you that I want you but it’s complicated, so complicated

 

When it hurts, but it hurts so good

Do you take it? Do you break it off

When it hurts, but it hurts so good

Can you say it, can you say it?

Your love is like, your love is like It hurts so good, your love is like

It hurts so good

Wide awake through the daylight

Will you hold me like we’re running a yellow light?

Reach for you with my hands tied

Are we dancing like we’re burning in paradise?

 

When it hurts, but it hurts so good Do you take it?

Do you break it off

When it hurts, but it hurts so good

Can you say it, can you say it?

Your love is like, your love is like It hurts so good, your love is like
It hurts so good

 

Some by Soyou and Junggigo

Sometimes, I get annoyed without even knowing
But my feelings for you haven’t changed
Maybe I’m the weird one, I thought
As I struggled by myself

 

While tossing and turning alone in an empty room
The TV plays reruns of yesterday’s drama
As I hold my phone that doesn’t ring until I sleep

These days, it feels like you’re mine, it seems like you’re mine but not
It feels like I’m yours, it seems like I’m yours but not
What are we? I’m confused, don’t be aloof

 

It feels like we’re lovers, it seems like we’re lovers but not
Whenever you see me, you act so vague to me
These days, I hate hearing that I’m just like a friend

I want to open my eyes to your text every morning
I want to fall asleep with your voice at the end of the day


On the weekends, I want to hug you in front of a lot of people as if I’m showing off

These days, it feels like you’re mine, it seems like you’re mine but not
It feels like I’m yours, it seems like I’m yours but not
These days, I hate hearing that I’m just like a friend

I don’t like you, don’t like you these days
But I only have you, I only have you
Clearly draw the line for me


Don’t pull out but confess your love to me

Pretending that we’re just friends, acting like we’re lovers, don’t do that
The more I think about it, I get more curious about your real feelings


Girl you’re so ambiguous, I can’t do anything or maybe I’m expecting a miracle, lotto
I want a clear sign but I forget all about it when I see your smile

These days, it feels like you’re mine, it seems like you’re mine but not
 

It feels like I’m yours, it seems like I’m yours but not
Don’t just laugh like you don’t know and stop this now, be real with me
Don’t put me in your heart and look elsewhere
Why don’t you stop acting like you don’t know when you do know?
Don’t give excuses that you’re tired but hurry and tell me, I love you

 

As the next song played, Jihoon couldn’t help but remember Jungkook's coal coloured eyes that were swimming with emotions as they stared right back into his.

 

Jihoon opened his eyes in surprise as he didn't expect that and smiled as remembered the chubby bunny cheeks and his eyes that seemed to show everything there ever was to know about him.

 

“My God, what are you doing to me Jeon Jungkook?” Jihoon softly asked himself and clutched his chest when his heart refused to slow down.  

 

Jihoon suddenly heard a deep chuckle behind him and froze. " my life," Jihoon sweared in his mind and wondered what he did to deserve something like this. 

 

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Jomaymayy #1
Chapter 6: This story was such an interesting story
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Chapter 5: Hi! I just came across this story and I'm really enjoying it! I'll be looking forward to updates :)
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