" He remained in the same spot on the floor waiting until Namjoon came back but he didn't."

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Yoongi did not rest the other night after Namjoon just receded in an abrupt manner. He continued tossing and turning on the couch, stared at the ceiling as if he was begging for it to fall down and crush him to his death, And lastly he had repeated flickering thoughts of suicide while he waited for Namjoon to come back home. Yoongi often stood up trembling from the cold that was left for him ever since Namjoon left. He picked up the sharpest kitchen knife and firmly pressed it against his pale wrist but never gained any confidence to create another new cut. Yoongi's shaking hand drops the knife where it clatters before he covered his crying face meanwhile his other hand searched and gripped the necklace Jimin bought him when he found it. " I'm sorry I hurt you." Yoongi tells Namjoon with his heart banging inside his chest. " I'm sorry I lied, I'm sorry." He raises his voice but when he opened his eyes, Namjoon wasn't there to listen. 

By morning Yoongi hadn't slept and he hadn't made it to kill himself either. He continues his normal morning routine before dressing himself in his school uniform, he did this despite being emotionally and physically tired and broken. With no energy left Yoongi exited the dorm while secretly hoping to run into Namjoon or that  a car would just run him over.  Another thought that just wouldn't leave his head even since last night, was the whereabouts of Namjoon. Was he fine? Has he eaten? Is he safe? Would he...ever see him again? Be his friend again?. Yoongi thought of this while sauntering to school. 

Arriving to school all alone without Namjoon has made Yoongi feel foreign. Misplaced And un-welcomed is all that he felt on his experience walking inside alone. The younger male arrived to his classroom, eyes immediately prowling for Namjoon's presence but the older wasn't here. With a hopeless sigh Yoongi sat himself at his usual seat and commenced taking out his school materials. As students continued arriving inside the classroom, Yoongi would stare hoping that one of them is Namjoon until ultimately Namjoon did come to school after all. To Yoongi it was heaven to see the one he loves finally show up and thanks to that his thin lips twitched into a smile of relief. But it hadn't even been a minute yet when Yoongi frowns when Namjoon's icy glare impaled him. It's as if Yoongi became rejected without opening his mouth to defend and explain himself. That glare alone debilitated him but that didn't stop Yoongi who is trembling, to head all the way and stand in front of Namjoon's desk. 

The older male stares ahead at the board with a vexed look and pursed lips. " N-Namjoon Hyung...." Yoongi spoke first. (Yoongi is younger here) 

" Don't talk to me." Namjoon interjects. 

"Please, You have to let me explain." 

" I don't have to do anything for you. You and me are going to go to the main office to change our dorms and after that I don't ever want to see your face again." Namjoon trembles as he spoke and he appeared as if nothing in the world would change his mind. 

" N-no Namjoon you can't do this! What I did to you....I swear I didn't mean it! I was planning on telling you-" Yoongi held Namjoon by the arm but his hand was swung away by an irritated and aggressive Namjoon. " Y-you're important to me." Yoongi whispers however the other male didn't even look his way. 

' Look at me." Yoongi wanted to say out loud but his mouth was clogged. 

" Min Yoongi please sit at your rightful place. Class is in session." The teacher had just entered the room while fixing his tie and had a tired smile. Yoongi felt his heart break a little more as he looks at his teacher and back to Namjoon. In the end Yoongi reluctantly obeyed and went back to his seating. 

The past three periods of different subjects, Yoongi wasn't quite focused at all and his head was glued to Namjoon's direction. Each time Yoongi recorded Namjoon's pained expression inside his mind. He thought about all the wrong things that he has done up to now. He thought he deserved the consequences but he just couldn't  allow himself part away from Namjoon. Taehyung whom was located at the seat in front of Yoongi, turned around and faced the boy. He grits his teeth once he noticed that the boy was staring at Namjoon for the past two hours and he couldn't help but feel defeated. The bell dismisses the class just as the teacher is handing the homework pages to his students. The first to stand up and leave is Namjoon because he packed his things earlier in advance to avoid Yoongi but that plan didn't quite work well since the younger hastily shoved all of his papers inside his book bag and sprints to chase after Namjoon into the hallways of outside.  The hallways are of course crowded with busy- bodies in all directions going to different areas, therefore Namjoon isn't aware of the timid Yoongi behind him until Yoongi grabs Namjoon by the shoulder and halts him from walking any further. Namjoon froze for a good moment allowing everyone to leave to their separate places before turning around to face Yoongi. The one he reluctantly didn't want to see. The one who hurt him with lies, Just another faker roaming about. The two stared at each other, No one said a thing and the tension only build up more and more. Soon the hallway was empty and only these two remain, yet Yoongi's tongue twitched when he tried to speak. His heart beats in a vicious way and the male just felt like he couldn't breathe. Unexpectedly, Yoongi holds Namjoon by the hem of his shirt and pulls him into an embrace. A tight hug where he just didn't want to ever let go. Namjoon's heart could have been moved, He could've hugged back, and he could have forgiven but rotten Ill-mannered thoughts involving Yoongi forbid him from doing any of that. Namjoon pushes Yoongi hard enough to cause the other to hit his back against the lockers. Yoongi whimpers at the painful impact causing Namjoon to become concerned over the younger. His heart aches while he watches Yoongi and he just ran away. Jungkook kneels down onto the floor, his eyes threatening to spill tears again. He remained alone to himself for about ten minutes before Taehyung finally decided to step away from the shadows and offer his hand to Yoongi. " Get up silly. " the male's smile influenced Yoongi to bite down his own tears and accept the hand. " Let's forget about what just happened. Let's eat huh!?" Taehyung advises and Yoongi nods his head without saying anything. Without asking questions or even knowing where he allowed himself to get carried to. 

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【 Later Next week- Monday】

Yoongi tried multiple times with Namjoon but he was disregarded. Tossed aside quicker than someone throws out the trash simply because Namjoon didn't want to hear excuses or more lies. Yoongi was even forced to switch dorms by Namjoon who filed a complaint, But he would still often wonder up to Namjoon's dorm and then walk away. Taehyung had been attempting, for days to please and satisfy Yoongi as best as he could but his efforts were going nowhere. Especifally if Namjoon was the only person inside Yoongi's mind. 

" Yoongi~...Pay attention to me." Taehyung broke silence and held the other's hand down so that he could stop munching on the same area of the brownie that he bought him. " Are you even eating that?" 

Yoongi stays silent. 

" Answer me." 

Yoongi doesn't reply and continues staring towards no where. It was another lunch break that the boys have and they sat outside the backyard that was known for such a pretty sight thanks to it's beautifully grown flowers and plants. Taehyung took this as another opportunity to ually tease Yoongi by leaning besides his ear and biting it. " Yoongi please wake up...You can't be like this forever. You're not paralyzed.." Taehyung said to his ears before leaning back to stare at Yoongi's ghostly face. It was no use. Ever since Yoongi became abruptly rejected by Namjoon the boy hasn't been the same. He would whine and cry for a few days then now he seems more like a robot than a person. He would allow anyone to do anything to him and Taehyung just couldn't tell what he was thinking about any more. Taehyung noticed some signs that he wasn't even eating therefore he would go about his way to feed him and even tried to move his heart by seducing him. 

Namjoon currently was inside the building. He peers out the window and once more felt his heart burn while watching Yoongi with Taehyung seated at the bench. Things weren't easy with Namjoon either. He had been feeling empty and alone again ever since he kicked Yoongi out of his life. The taller wealthy male also has had troubling thoughts and questioning moments where he sat on one of the corners of his room and marveled about  what he felt about Yoongi. Daily He would think of Yoongi more than anyone, became concerned sometimes for him, Felt rage whenever Taehyung was too close to him. 
Despite these early feelings of craving Yoongi to be by his side once more, He never forgot Yoongi's lies. That alone was enough to help him keep going with the way things are now.