Sulli POV :

I opened my eyes looking around , I notice that I was hugged by someone , I remembered what happened , and I wish I never woke up .

I lift my head to know who’s this person , it’s .. it’s taemin he was the one who hugged me all the time , I kept looking at his face he’ sleeping resting his head to the wall .

how did he know I was here wait did he … , so he was the one who hide in the closet , I thought I was Amgen that but it was him .

I think he know now what happened between me and key in London , I didn’t get away from him I feel safe with him , but wait I bit the others worried now , first I said I’m hungry then I left without saying goodbye .

I was looking under the circle table when I notice something there , I moved a little and hold that thing it’s glasses , I don’t remember anyone wear glasses in the group .

I set back beside taemin , his head slowly get down to be on my shoulder , I turn my head to him I smiled and get back to look at this glasses , it was a big black one , like the old style but it’s cool everyone wore this kind of glasses this days .

I’m so curies who’s the owner of this glasses , I notice something wrote on it , when I read it my eyes widen , “ taemin jjang “ it’s belong to taemin I didn’t know that he wear glasses .

I look at my hand watch it’s already “ 12:30 pm “ , I told appa I will be home in 10 maybe he worried right now .

I take out my phone to find a message from krystal .. :

“ I don’t know what happened between you and key oppa , but I think it’s something bad ..

You’re okay now right , .. I saw you with taemin oppa ..

I think he know what happened , anyway I covered you guys don’t worry just go home “

She saw us I hope she don’t get us wrong , I’m thankful she covered us she’s a good friend , I turn my head to taemin when I felt he’s movement ..

He opened his eyes without saying a word , his face look pale , is he okay , he close his eyes again and all he did is coughing then whispered : sorry .

Is he Patients with fever , I asked : are you okay ?

… no answer I think he’s not , I raised my hand and put it on his forehead , oh no he’s so hot what I’m going to do now ! ..

I called his name to wake him : taem , taemin-shi .

He finely respond with a low voice : stop * cough * calling me that .

He opened his eyes a little and said without looking at me : I’m sorry … I couldn’t * cough * do anything that time .

Why he bring that now , it’s not he’s fault to be sorry , it was going to happen anyway : stop saying that it’s not your fault .

 He replied : it’s * cough * it’s my fault .. I could stop him * cough * but I didn’t .. I was shock sorry .

I kept silent at least he didn’t leave me after key went out , he hugged me and tried to comfort me , he’s coughing again I but my hand on his hot cheek : your not feeling good .

He tried to left his head while saying : sorry , my body lose his * cough * strongest easily .

He filed , his head on my shoulder again , and start coughing hard , I take off my scarf and put it around his neck make him feel warm .

I’m worried what should I do ?

               Taemin POV :

I’m not feeling good , my body destroyed , I opened my eyes to relies that it’s on sulli shoulder , I can’t talk my voice won’t get out , all I could do is coughing , I whispered : sorry .

That all what I can say , I heard her worried voice : are you okay ?

I didn’t replied I’m really tiered , she put her hand on my forehead , I start blushing but why , even though I was close to her all the time , this the first time I blush when she touch me .

She start calling my name : taemin , taemin-shi .

Did she say that cos she know I will be angry , I tried to talk in louder voice but my voice was to low : stop * cough * calling me that .

I opened my eyes and said without looking at her : I’m sorry … I couldn’t * cough * do anything that time .

I don’t know why I said that but I felt really bad , I mean she saw me hiding in the closet and I didn’t help her get off from key hyung .

She said : stop saying that it’s not your fault .

But it’s true : it’s * cough * it’s my fault .. I could stop him * cough * but I didn’t .. I was shock sorry .

Here we go again I can’t stop coughing , I felt her cold finger on my hot cheek : your not feeling good .

I tried to left my head while saying : sorry , my body lose his * cough * strongest easily .

I filed my head on her shoulder again , I was coughing really hard , she take off her scarf and put it around my neck , it’s really warm but what about her .

I have to get up and take her home I think her family worried about her , I tried to stand on my feet and slowly I’m holding on the wall .

She stand and look at me with her worried eyes , I tried to comfort her so I smiled hiding my pale face : I’m fine .

But it’s not working she said while taking out her phone : no your not , rest till I call oppa to give us a help .

I stopped her by holding her hand that hold the phone : I’m okay , it’s just cold * cough * .

She still worried : but your face .. .

I cut her words : I’m fine trust me * cough * let me take you home .

She refuse that : my home is so far from here , so let me … take you home .

Okay this is so wired , anyway one of us have to take the other home , so I walk to the door with a shaking legs , okay I’m tired right now it’s like I walk for long miles even though it’s just 3 steps .

I walk to the steers and set down putting my head on the wall , I can’t walk any longer , I’m to weak I hate my self when I get sick , sulli set beside me I said after let out a long cough : just go home , I’m to weak to walk right now .

She refuse that ether : no way I won’t leave you in this way .

She stand and bowled my hand softly : I know this seems wired but I will carry you home .

Is she joking : stop joking * cough * when I can’t replied you * cough * .

            Sulli POV :

I wasn’t joking , I can’t just leave him I have to do something , I’m worried he’s to tired can’t even walk and he want to take me home .

He start to walk down steers and suddenly he hold me tight like he was about to fall down , he said : okay * cough * just call someone to take us home * cough * .

I nodded and take out my phone but he take it away from me and dialed someone : hey .. hyung .

Hyung ! , is that cheondong , did he just give me cheondong number , he was talking while rest his head on  the wall and closed his eyes : can you * cough * came and take me home .. * cough * yeah I’m not feeling good .. * cough * I guess it’s came back * cough * again .. okay .

What did he mean by it’s came back again , I set beside him and asked : what did you mean by it’s came back again ?

He answered still closing his eyes : I don’t know what it’s .. * cough * , I have Disease make me be weak when ever I * cough * get sick .

I kept it silent looking at him , that thing must be hurting him , he’s face is different I feel bad looking at him in pain .

He said : I’m fine , don’t worry it’s not a killing Disease * cough * I won’t die .

Okay I get more worried right now , did he have to mention die things , few minute and cheondong was here , he looked so worried about taemin , he set in front of him touching his face : are you okay taem !

Taemin voice really change make me more and more worried : I’m not * cough * hyung , .. it’s hurt .

I knew it , I feel my heart hurting seeing him in this situation .

            Taemin POV :

Okay , I have this strange Disease it’s make me weak every time I’m sick , when it’s become like this I can’t even move a single part of my body , I keep in pain like now .

She’s worried about me I can feel that by her wired silent : I’m fine , don’t worry it’s not a killing Disease * cough * I won’t die .

Maybe I was wrong , maybe I will end up dying like umma , but I don’t think those words make her comfortable , ..

Cheondong is here and he was touching my hot face while saying with a worried voice : are you okay taem ?

No I’m in pain right now : I’m not * cough * hyung , .. it’s hurt .

I meant I feel like my soul will leave my body , did umma feel this way before she leave , I can’t open my eyes .

I felt like someone carry me , it’s cheondong hyun all I can do is coughing , I think I’m in my bed right now but wait what about sull , I tried to talk : h-hyung .. where is * cough * she !

Cheondong answered me : I told her to wait for me , I will take her home .. you can rest here .

That’s good , I feel better knowing sulli is going home without worries , it’s silent did he leave .. I was about to cry it’s really hurt I can’t take it , every time I get sick it’s become more hurtful ..

I was trying not to be sick but I field , am I going to die right now .. but I don’t want that I can’t leave them , my tears start falling on my cheek , I whispered : umma it’s hurt .

          Sulli POV :

Cheondong carry him to home while I’m following him silently looking at taemin who was coughing really hard , we are here cheondong asked me to wait for him in the living room .

He toke taemin to his room in upper floor , I’m so worried his face was so pale , I can’t set on the couch I kept walking here and there waiting for him .

He finely came I asked him : he will be fine right !

He nodded and said : come on I will walk you home .

So I followed him to outside still thinking of taemin , after we reached the bus satiation I bowed to him before entering the bus : see you again cheondong-shi .

He smiled and bowed a little , I set in the back of the bus looking down , I’m not feeling good thinking about him in this way , taemin get will soon .

I entered the house while saying : I’m home .

Donghae oppa get out from the kitchen holding a sandwich : where have you been choi jinri , you said you will be home at 10 and now it’s * looking at his hand watch * 1 .

I take off my shoes : sorry , we where over practicing .

Donghae oppa point to me : you free this time , I won’t tell abuoje that you where late , just don’t do it again .

I smiled : I won’t thanks oppa .

Then I went up steers to my room , I take a warm shower and lye on my bed looking at the wall silently , tell I full a sleep dreaming of taemin .

I herd tia voice : unnie , woke up what you want to sleep the whole day today too .

I opened my eyes looking at her : what !

She said : you slept heavily till today , appa is worried about you .

I said : what time is it ?

She replied while getting out from the room : 10 am .

What ! , I rushed to the bathroom and wash faster I can , then I changed my clothes and went down steers running , I peck a kiss on appa forehead then get out while saying : bye appa , oppa I won’t late promise .

I rushed to taemin house I really hope he’s fine , when I finely her I stand looking at the door , I take a breathe and then knock the door to be opened by a beauty woman , I bowed : hi ms am taemin friend choi jinri .

She smiled : oh hi jinri , come in .

Look like everything is fine , I entered the house smiling : thank you .

She takes me to taemin room , : he’s sleeping but you can see him .

I smiled and then close the door behind me after she left , I reached his bed slowly , he’s sleeping peacefully , I set on my knees and looked at him .

He’s facing me covering him self by the below , I left my hand and touch his forehead he still hot but I think he’s better then yesterday .

My hands get down to his cheek , I said with a low voice : get will soon taem .

I was about to bowl my hand when he hold it and whispered : sull !

I was shocked he’s awake : taemin , you were awake ?

He still didn’t opened his eyes : * cough * I just wake , what bring you here ?

I answered : I was worried , you are okay now right !

His voice was shaking : I’m still in pain , …. , am glad you’re here * cough * I need someone to be in my side in this moment .

Then he kept silent for few minute , holding my hands won’t let me go , I put my head on the bed and look at him , even thought he’s sick but his face is shine like he’s not , but I can feel his pain cos every time he feel it he press on my hand .

            Taemin POV :

I hold her hand tight I don’t want her to go , this thing is hurt and I can’t hand let alone .

I’m in the real pain right now like what umma said once to me “ I’m in the real pain taemin , be strong when you feel it “ , then she left us after that day .

Am I going to die too , just like what she did , the pain is all over my body it’s destroyed every part he’s in , I can’t feel my body like I’m stop breathing .. did I leave already !

Her hand on my cheek again : taemin-ah stop crying !

Did I cried , when that happened , suddenly I let out a low screamed because of the pain .. I can’t breath what happened right now , my hand pressed even more in her hand , I tried to talk : I’m d-ying , don’t leave me su-ll .

Few minute then she call me : taem , taemin-ah .

I can see she was crying by her voice , her crying become hard why ? is she alright ..

She but her head on my hand that hold her hand and crying non-stop , I tried to move my mouth but I couldn’t , I can’t feel anything around me now .

            Sulli POV :

The way taemin face turn in scared me , he was crying silently I never saw him In this way before , I don’t want to see him crying it’s make me want to cry too .

I wipe his tears while saying : taemin-ah stop crying !

Then suddenly he let out a low screamed , and his face on our holding hands , he pressed on my hand even more and crying hard . then he said : I’m d-ying , don’t leave me su-ll .

He  loosened the grip of my hand , there is no sound came out from him , I called him : taem , taemin-ah .

Did he … ! , no .. I couldn’t hold my tears and start crying hard , he didn’t leave right , he’s alive he will wake in any moment ..

I put my head close to his head and start crying non-stop , he didn’t die .. my heart hurting right now , taemin open your eyes I can’t live without you .

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