“Ya! Jeon Jungkook! We’re going to karaoke then maybe to the club. Are you coming with us?” Yoongi starts packing his things since we finish our work.

“I think I’ll pass.” I said as I shut down the computer.

“Yoongi-yah, it’s Saturday night. What did you expect?” Jimin shouted from his desk.

“Meaning what?” Yoongi gave Jimin his blankness face.

“Meaning our Jungkook prefers to spend his Saturday night cuddle with his lovely girlfriend than get drunk with us.” Jin pointed me as he swings his bag up to his right shoulder then walk towards Jimin’s desk.

“Us? I thought you have a plan tonite.” Jimin sat up.

“She’s out of town. Work. And I’m going crazy if I was just alone at home missing her. So, I think hangout with you guys will distract my mind.” Jin fixed his glasses position.

“Hmm, I think I also need to find girlfriend to cuddle with.” Yoongi nodded then grabs his bag walk out the office followed by Jimin, Jin, and I.

***

Tonight is just one of those nights, where I miss her terribly and want to talk to her. But I have no courage to face her since I’m the one who made her ask for broke up at the first place and we didn’t talk ever since.

You right, I wear happy face when I’m with the boys but what they don’t know was I feel lonely inside.

It’s been 12 weeks since we broke up and I still can’t get her out of my head. Actually, going to the club is not a bad idea. Maybe I could find someone else to replace her. I could turn back and join my fellows to the club. It’s only two blocks from my office. All I have to do is run. But my heart still wants her back, rebuild our relationship, and forget everything behind.

Argh! I kept trying to make it go away but how do you kill a feeling?

wooo, wooo, wooo~

An ambulance’s siren wails took me back to the real world. People who were on a side street began to wonder what happened. They followed where the ambulance going. I did