Things You Said When You Thought I Was Asleep.

Youngjae and Jaebum were inside Youngjae’s crappy dorm room that Youngjae had to fight over with two other guys to live in.

Although the dorm looked real ty, Youngjae loved every small corner of his small dorm, every flaw and every small piece of dust he loved.

Youngjae was lying on his squeaky and old bed, sick from the ice cream he had insisted on eating even though Jaebum told him hundred and one times not to.

Jaebum was on Youngjae’s favorite spinning chair, reading a book that was recommended by Youngjae. Strangely enough, even though it wasn’t in Jaebum’s taste to read a cliché young adult book much like the one Youngjae suggested him, Jaebum loved it. Jaebum loved every page that has been touched by Youngjae’s delicate fingers over thousand times, every word that was been underlined by Youngjae as they reminded him of something, every symbol that Youngjae also loved with all his might.

Perhaps it wasn’t the book itself that made Jaebum fall in love with it; perhaps it was just the fact that it was Youngjae’s favorite book. Perhaps Jaebum was so madly in love with Youngjae that anything Youngjae loved he loved.

Jaebum stopped for a moment reading the book and took his eyes off of it to look at his peacefully sleeping boyfriend for a second.

Youngjae was slouched over his bed with bed sheets sloppily put over his body. Youngjae was breathing a bit too loud from not being able to breathe properly because of his stuffy nose. Dark circles were still noticeable under his weary eyes and he had an un-pretty frown on his face. Nevertheless, it didn’t stop Jaebum from leaning over to Youngjae and kissing his adorable cheeks.

“I love you” Jaebum confessed thinking Youngjae was still asleep.

Youngjae woke up as soon as Jaebum’s lips connected with his burning hot from fever cheeks. Youngjae has usually a very heavy sleeper but since he was sick from all the cookies and cream flavored ice cream he has consumed in the past 24 hours, plus he had eaten whole two cups of frozen yogurt right after Jaebum managed to drag him out of the ice cream shop.

Youngjae was dying but didn’t want to disturb Jaebum and he was too ill to even move to let Jaebum know he was alive and awake.

Youngjae saw Jaebum sitting and slowly turning left and right on his spinning chair with a copy of Youngjae’s favorite book in his hands. Youngjae loved seeing Jaebum concentrated and focused since his eyebrows came together in the middle of his face and a charming frown appeared on his face. Whenever Youngjae saw Jaebum’s cute little frown he wanted to cup his face and kiss the small lump on Jaebum’s face away. Youngjae didn’t like frowns or anything in that sort on Jaebum’s handsome face other than when he was fully concentrated on something.

“How am I lucky to have him with me?” Youngjae thought still lying on his bed, pretending to be asleep while Jaebum was sat reading a book.

A cute smile formed on Jaebum’s face as he more and more read the words on the many pages of the book.

“I really love him” Youngjae thought, falling asleep again.