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Kyungsoo POV

I woke up with warmth

it felt nice, it was a feeling I never felt before , blankets wrapped tightly around me .

i open my eyes slowly and squint as i couldn't see much without my classes , i close my eyes and turn my body to the other direction

.i started asking myself ‘what time is it..? do i have school today ..? I'm going to be late….’ right before i went back to sleep , my eyes snap open !

Even without my glasses i can clearly see a hansome man inches way from his face, i feel heat all over my face.

‘ why am i embarrassed , he’s just a guy , its ok for guys to sleep next to each other , … but why does my heart feel … weird..? I'm not gay thats for sure’

i had no idea what time it was but i cant be late to school , ill get cleaning duty as punishment , and i cant clean those nasty bathrooms ever again.

“ Yifan “ i whisper out

“ Yifan “ this time a bit louder , i put my hand on his shoulder and shake it slightly

His eyes fluttered open , his smile was blissful , his eyes were calming ,like i could look into those eyes all day.

“ good morning” his deep voice soothes me

“ good morning “ smiles back , i slowly get up with my back to the headboard

“ Wait …. where am i ?” i ask just realizing that I'm not home , i felt stupid

“ you fell asleep in my arms last night , i didn't want to wake you to ask directions to your house so i brought you to my apartment “ he said still tired

“ Apartment ..” i looked around and i could clearly see the kitchen in the corner and the other corner was the small living room .

“ Why do you live by yourself ..?” i asked

he gets up and leans onto the headboard as well, the blanket slowly fell off him , revealing his muscular body, i look anywhere but him , i could feel my cheeks heating up again .

“ My mom lives in Canada , she's too sick to travel , she insisted i that go abroad to study “

“mm what about your dad ?”

“ My parents are divorced , so i don't really know where my dad is , probably somewhere in china “

“ oh i see “ i think i made the atmosphere awkward

“ im sorry about yesterday , I'm sorry i bothered you so much , i sometimes just get sad by the smallest things “ i looked down trying to hide my face

“ no kyungsoo , your not a bother , you were upset and i had to help you “ he looked at me serious

“ No im- wait what time is it “ i look back at him

he looks for his phone to check the time

“ Its …7:20 “

“ Eeeeeehhhh we’re going to be late to school “ i get out of bed , i started walking but not knowing where I'm heading “ I -i need to shower and- and brush my teeth and “ i stop for a minute and look at my body , i was in the most baggiest pj’s i’ve ever worn “ why am i in pajamas ?” i look at Yifan confused “oh sorry i hope you don't mind , i changed your clothes so i could put your uniform In the laundry “

“ oh… ok” i looked away , i felt epty

He saw it

Im sure he saw it

My cuts

My scars

i dont think i could ever look into his eyes again knowing that he knows

“ i put your clothes in the bathroom , oh and there’s a spare tooth brush under the sink “ he said and looked at me as if i said something strange .

i didn't say anything as i quickly rush into the bathroom for a quick shower

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i leave the bathroom to smell the delicious cooking “ kyungsoo , breakfast is ready ! hurry up and eat , bif you don't wanna be late ! “ Yifan calls out . He's sitting at the small table in the kitchen , the table wasn't big and it only provided two chairs. i walk over and sit in front of his .

Pancakes with blueberries and strawberries , it looked like heaven , my eyes sparkled like some anime character when i took a bite .

“ Yi fannnnnnn mm this is sooo mmm good !” i talk out loudly with pancakes stuffed in my mouth

“ thanks” he giggled at the way i spoke

we had twenty minutes left , thankfully

i grabbed my glasses before leaving

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We walked in silence

only our steps toward school was heard, from the corner of my eye i could see he was looking towards me .

i feel large finders wrapping around mine

He stopped me and i just looked with confusion

“ Kyungsoo “ he looked at me worried

“ if you wanna talk to me , please do , I'm always gonna be here for you , in whatever situation , ill alway be there for you “ he looked at me , eyes deep into mine

“ why …? “

“ Because i care about you kyungsoo “

my smile returns “ thanks Yifan “

he pulled me into a hug ,my face hidden in his chest as my arms wrapped around him, his finger went through my hair

“ i never knew your hair was curly “ he smiled down at me

“ yeah , i usually blow dry it or straighten it cause it looks like a mess “

“ i like it , its rare to see people with curly hair in this country “

“ Thanks-“ before i could of finish i felt a kiss at the top of my head , when i look at Yifan ( who had a large smile ) his face started heating up , turning pink

“ Bye kyungsoo, lets meet up after school “ Yifan left waving as they parted ways , i was right infant of the school , i smiled at titans actions … am i turning .. gay ..?” i don't know , all i know was that i felt something

i hope no one saw us

IM SO SORRRRYYYY ITS SUPPPERRR SHORT

but don't worry next chapter will be amazingggg , if i don't update soon its cause exams are coming up eeeeeeppppp

i was listening to Conan Gray while writing this ! you guys have to listen to his music , he also has

adorable videos , this ids his recent song !

Treehouse >

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MClCNZV4W8A

M Y O T H E R S T O R I E S

Attracted to him

-http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1044094/attracted-to-him-angst-exo-kyungsoo-bts-kyungsooxeveryone-gangau

Thing just happen

-http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1160243/things-just-happen-mpreg-xiuhan