You guys would probably want to re read if you forgot about this story! If you see any mistakes in any chapter don't be shy and point it out for me, if anyone out there willing to  help me out with betaing for me that would be great

 

 

 

I arrived home with my body aching to relax on my soft bed , well no that not gonna happen any time soon. I heard voices from inside the house, I didn't know we had guest..?

 

I open the door as quietly as possible to avoid mom , I close the door and take off my shoes, I gentle climb the first step of the stairs but stopped until I heard my name .

 

" kyungsoo? Darling come in here and say hi to your cousins " mother called 

 

I sigh as I go into the living room to see my two cousins Hyuk and hakyeon. I greeted them as they greeted me back.

 

" how's school going kyungsoo? I hope you've been focusing with your studies "

Hakyeon, who is the older brother of the two, asked.

 

" schools fine I guess.. nothing much going on " I reply awkwardly , My cousins aren't  really the type of people I'd like to hang out with . They mostly gossip about other family members , about clothes or money and business .

 

After 30 minutes of non stop chatting about the latest LV collection 

 

" have you heard about aunt sooyoung?? " Hyuk asks 

 

" what happened? " i asked in a bored tone and Hyuk realized that 

 

" apparently her business is going down "

 

"Oh that terrible !" Mother said

 

" yeah .. terrible umm anyway I got a test tomorrow and I should really be studying ! Good night !" I spoke loudly as I got off the fancy baby blue couch , without giving the others to speak ,and run upstairs into the last room and lock the door , well I wasn't lying I do have a test.

 

 

I sit my self into the my chair by my desk and take out all the notes I need to be studying for chemistry, I review over for the past hour as I start to feel my eyes slowly closing.

 

~~~

 

I wake up with a shock and sweat all over, I had a nightmare .. hadn't had one since fourth grade, wolves were biting my organs out of me and another time it was a dinosaur in my backyard chasing after me...

 

Wait what was my dream about ..?

 

I forget 

 

 

 

A lot 

 

 

My hair was a mess and so was my face 

 

I check the time and it's 3 am, I decided to go to the bathroom and brush my teeth before going to bed .

 

 

~~~

Next day 

 

I'm running and panting ...again 

 

 

Even though I thought I might get to the right way to school this time , but I'm completely lost

 

But hey that's not bad , I might see yifan again, I look down trying to hide my blush 

 

Yifan seems nice ( and handsome )even though he's from a really infamous high school that's right next to mine, I heard lotsss of rumors about that school, so many rebels, smoker and drug dealers... these are all rumors though I got from beakhyun... maybe I should stop believing everything that comes out of his big mouth 

 

Suddenly I bump into something buff but soft 

 

I look up... speaking of the devil .. there stood yifan looking down on me with a smirk 

 

" hello there " he looks at me with gentle eyes " are you lost again  little red ridding hood ?" 

 

I giggle at his ..lame joke. 

 

We began walking together , he kept his eyes on me while I looked straight ahead 

 

"I was kinda hoping I'd see you here again"

Yifan said eyes glued to the other.

 

" aww did you miss me ?" I giggle 

 

" yeah I did " yifan replied with a serous tone 

 

I looked at him slightly shocked but then soon smiled 

 

 

" that's nice .."

 

" what's nice ?"

 

" ..to be missed .. it feels nice " 

 

" why ? Do you not get missed by other people ..?" Yifan looked at with a worried expression 

 

" I don't know .. I don't hear it so often , it's been awhile " I replied back, the atmosphere felt awkward and sad 

 

 

" well you know what, I'm going to miss you " 

 

I look at him with a confused look and he points straight ahead .

 

I looked toward where his finger pointed 

 

Oh.....yeah..... school   

 

I giggled and yifan smile seemed to grow even wider 

 

" before you go can I get you number ?"

 

" my number ? Yeah sure!! " 

 

After that i climb up the stairs to my classroom with a wide smile that doesn't seem like it'll be leaving soon 

 

~~~

 

"Pencils down" the teacher said " pass down your papers to the front !"

 

 

I sigh .. that did not go well... I'm sure I studied everything about this lesson .. how come I didn't know half of the questions given..?

 

How am I supposed to be a CEO by the time I graduate when I don't know a thing about business.. ughhhh

 

How am I even going to graduate 

 

 

 

 

I'm so dumb ... I probably have dyslexia or something  

 

I suddenly feel scared and stupid 

 

Why can't I study and pass like any other student in this school  

 

I smack my head to the table and close my eyes 

 

 

My mom is gonna be so angry when she see's my grades soon..

 

 

" kyungsoo? Are you okay?" 

 

 

Beakhyun's voice woke me  , I look up from my seat 

 

" huh? Oh yeah I'm fine "

 

 

" are you sure ? You look.. pale ...and your sweating "

 

" I am ..?  I'll go wash up in the bathroom ! I'll be right back " i give a reassuring Smile to beak and leave the room as it's time for lunch 

 

I walk in the bathroom and see the usual 7 boys from my class , their head turn to my direction as I turn on the tab to wash my face , I wipe my face with the tissues provided on my left , i look up and realized that they were looking at my way , their face was showing disgust or maybe they're just glaring at me . I don't know what their problem but I don't want to included with whatever they're up to , 

 

Leaving the bathroom and back to the class room.

 

 

" feeling better ?" Chanyeol comes out of nowhere and sings his arm around me        

 

" yup" I lied, I feel worse 

 

~~~

After school

 

I peek through the small square glass window on the door . 

 

I hear classical music 

 

The movement of brushes onto canvas 

 

I read out the sign on the door  " Art Club "

 

I only see one figure sitting in the corner of the small classroom.

 

I sometimes come up here to  check out the club but never enter ... I'm too nervous to go in . Me being an idiot spacing out while still looking through the glass window 

 

I hear the sound of the door sliding as I suddenly realized a student ( probably in the same year) look at me with a smile 

 

" are you here to join?" The student asks with his deep voice 

 

" I um I'd like to but I don't have any talent .."

 

" that's ok I'll teach you " the boy grabbed onto me by my wrists and drags me in, I'm surrounded by beautiful paintings and supplies . 

 

" I'm the only student usually here " he smiles brightly " Most people are forced to join but never show up , I guess everyone in this school wants to study business " he sighs 

 

" I want to study art !" My eyes lit up but soon fall back down to the ground " but .. I can't , my family expects me to carry on their business "

 

" but that doesn't mean you can't join the art club right ?" He smiles , obviously trying to cheer me up " I'm Hyunsik and you are?"

 

"Kyungsoo ! And I'd love to join"

 

" that's great !! You can even come up here during study hall and the room got everything you need except for canvases , you can start tomorrow!"

 

" thanks !!" 

 

~~~

 

I Open the main door to the house and instantly call out to my parents , " mother ! Father ! Are you home ?!"

 

" over here in the living room darling " his mother calls out

 

I see them relaxing on the sofa , mother is on her phone while father is reading the daily paper , I sit in front of them 

 

" guess what !"

 

" what ?" His mother says in a uninterested  tone 

 

" I joined the art club" their head turn towards me and my smile drops at the look on their  faces 

 

 

" art club!?"  

 

" Kyungsoo I have seen your grades and you are far below average , stop wasting your time doing useless art and start focusing on your work !!" Father shouts once again , gets up from his seat and his rough attacks my left cheek 

 

Glasses fall and break 

 

My eyes wider than ever 

 

I'm scared

 

The pain stings 

 

My body is shaking 

 

Mother is still on her phone ignoring the situation 

 

" b-but I am doing my work.."

 

Another slap 

 

" don't talk back at me boy !" His fathers face turning red , he sits back on the couch 

 

 

 

 

I run 

 

 

 

 

 

Probably the only thing I'm good at

 

It's becoming a habit 

 

 

It's already dark and I run aimlessly as tears stream down my cheeks as I suddenly feel pain toward my chest 

 

 

I clutch on my chest and try to breath but I couldn't , I can't breath properly, I can't stop shaking , I can't do anything 

 

 

I don't know where I am , I can't see much without my glasses but I hold onto the wall next to me trying to calm , I slide down to the floor and feel my chest biting and aching with pain . 

 

 

I hear foot steps

 

 

I keep praying for the person to leave but instead it keeps getting closer and it called  my name

 

" Kyungsoo.. are you ok ?" (I hate that 

question) the voice was soft but deep " what happened to your cheek ?"

 

I look up but then remember that I can't see but I know that voice anywhere 

 

"Kris ..?" I say between my short breathes

 

He slides down next to me " calm down kyungsoo.. take slow breaths " he says worried and rubs my  back 

 

He picks me up  and rests me  onto his lap , Kris pulls me into his chest 

 

" it's okay , everything's fine " he keeps comforting me by sweet words.

 

" I'm gonna get tears and snot all over your shirt "  

 

 

" I like tears and snot " I laugh at his lame joke " you know ..you look cutier without glasses on  " i blush but hide my face quickly back onto his chest 

 

Soon sobs turn to giggles 

 

" what just happened to me ..?" I ask after a while 

 

" I think it's a panic attack.." 

 

" panic .. attack ." I repeat his words 

 

His hand brushes over my cheek, I wince and he instantly let's go " kyungsoo.. what happens to your cheek? It's all red and swollen "

 

" my dad ...slapped me " I say trying to not to look at his reaction , tears start to regather 

 

" let's not talk about it anymore , mm?" He look down at me with a smile to reassure me that everything is fine 

 

 

But it's not 

 

 

 

 

Hey guys it's been a while~ 

I know I'm lazy af 

BTW some of these events that happen at school in the story are kinda true events , well there's no romance tho 😂😂lool

But yes there is an infamous school next to us and I go to an all girls school that has alotttt of drama 

I hope this was a good chapter , i feel good about it 

I'm actually in Thailand for spring break and today was KWave! Halo , seventeen and vixx were there! , check out my twitter I update everything and do a lot of art~

https://twitter.com/haruospring_art

maybe ill do some requests if any of you guys have any