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i waited for him to finish, i can't do another bad thing in addition to everything, i'm not saying i didn't like it, yet i just looked away.  youngjae stopped and pulled his face away, arms still on my shoulders "talk" he said "i'm already leaving, i'm sorry" i explained and tried to pull his arms away but he won't move them "can't you leave .. and stay ?" he asked with that puppy face of his "it's too far away .." i thought it wouldn't work out "alright .. i'm glad you didn't give me false expectations .." he got off and stood after he said that

he placed his hand on my shoulder "good luck" he patted it and walked out, as he left i kicked the chair, covered my mouth a bit then i put my hand on my head, lips in i looked up then headed out too. "you're finally going to live close, you must be lucky you'll have me" jinyoung said helping me with my bags "it doesn't really make a difference, you always come to see me" i said entering the car "when will you ever find" he closed the door sitting next to me "a friend like me, did you say your goodbyes to everyone ?" he asked playing with his phone "i guess so" 

"okay aren't you driving ?" he looked at me "i'm going i'm going" and i headed to my new house. it took me a while to adjust myself, there was a lot of studying too before i started work. I was very nervous on my first day, those teaching days seriously helped though, especially because it was english i felt like i was giving a lesson. 1 year passed with nothing much really happening, just this new routine i have. "are you used to living alone ?" jinyoung asked as he sat on the couch 

"i learned many stuff, i think i did" i brought the food to him "yeah i've been there once, having nothing to wear because they're all dirty" he said then slurped his noodles "so have you met anyone here" he asked, still chewing and smiling at me suspiciously "anyone ?" i asked grabbing a book "you know someone that can make you not live alone anymore" he said with that stupid expression and shaking his shoulders, i paused looking through the book and went to the kitchen to grab a cup of water "no" 

"the 'Locks of Love' is a popular location for people to hang locks that symbolize eternal love, and has been depicted in many Korean television shows, dramas, and movies for this reason, you can check them out on the signs" the group of tourists started looking around while i just waited, a few minutes later i saw one of them talking to a new face, it was a new face to the group but it didn't seem like a new face. He was wearing a suit, a man was standing behind him while he talked, i couldn't just stand there looking at that familiar view 

i walked towards them and i started eavesdropping on their conversation "thought i would see you today at the meeting, but i see you here in an unrelated to work place ?" my group's person asked "oh, since i only came last year i like looking around in my free time, discovering new things and learning" the young one replied, i couldn't hold myself from laughing, those words definitely can't come from that mouth "pppffffffffttt" i let out loudly leading to them turning to me, one shocked much more than the other, i saw him again, which was better, yet worst.

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yep this is the end 
actually it's the end of part 1, there was a part 2 but i don't really know if i should add it
gosh it's been a really long time
i hope everyone enjoyed reading 
thank you very much for staying this whole time and for your comments ^^