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"youngjaee ??" a voice was heard from far away while youngjae was in front of the couch, staring at the view of me kissing him and staring back at him surprised as if i was kissed, i didn't even start yet they just met but he sure wakes up quickly. "youngjae ?" the maid was behind the couch so luckily she couldn't see us but is so not important right now, i slowly pulled away, my body was caging his so i crawled backwards still exchanging staring in awe, i couldn't think of anything as he lifted his hand and pressed on his lips, yep you're not dreaming .. i slowly stood up, took my books "he is .. here .. i guess we're done for today" i murmured "bye" and i dashed to the door 

"oh you were here" the maid said to youngjae while he was still in shock "your juice is ready" she continued, placed it on the sofa table and went. i walked a bit in the huge garden and started slapping myself "idiot" i said with each slap, i squatted on the floor and lowered my head "i'm doomed" i then rolled on the ground and lied like a star "ugh" i could see something out of place in the house, a body behind the window, hands circling his eyes so he could see well, see me, it was youngjae .. I JUST KISSED YOU THE YOU DOIN STARING AT ME ? i slowly stood up and walked away very professionally, he won't tell anyone won't he ..

next day i entered class to take absents, i kept my eyes on the floor and the names list, nothing else, if he thinks of it that way i ually harassed a student .. as a teacher .. "yuh" i paused "choi youngjae" no answer .. i raised my eyes and he wasn't there "pheeew" did i just say that out loud, everyone's attention was on me "i mean .. is he absent ?" i quickly said "youngjae said he needs to go he'll be back" yugyeom replied "i see" i said making myself comfortable for he wasn't here but still, was i going to avoid him forever ? i don't know about myself but he did that

when he sees me walking he would walk away, when our eyes met, and they did meet A LOT even when were in different rooms, he would flinch and look away. he must've thought i was disgusting, was he scared of me getting closer to him ? he didn't even attend my class .. i finally sat in my office and sighed "look who is here" someone pushed my chair away "who" i said knowing it jinyoung "me" he answered "and one student was following you, so i followed him but we lost you, when i asked him to tell you that i'm waiting outside he asked me about my buttocks .. and then ignored my order, explain this ?" 

"your buttocks ?" i knew who it was the moment he said buttocks "i know you and i know you know" he pointed at me "maybe they confused you with someone else" i said obviously lying "anyyywaay there is a reunion, coming ?" he said resting on the desk, trying to seem cool over the fangirling teachers "i already have 3 jobs and i'm getting ready for a new one" i explained focusing on my work again "come on she would love to see you, she changed her heart grew" he said lowering himself "cool" i said expressionless "i'm late i have to go, you're coming !" jinyoung left after saying that, with a smile that wasn't for me 

2 days passed by, avoiding game not stopping, he attended one class but kept on staring outside so i decided to normally give my lesson, youngjae suddenly started listening to the lesson like nothing happened and i couldn't handle that, i kept on shaking and murmured a bit until i completely froze, eyes on him, the book in my hand fell and that's when he made an "o" with his lips and turned away, he actually forgot that he should be avoiding me and just remembered ? the class was quite at the weird thing i just did

i was so happy when the day ended, but i was, very obviously, being followed again. he was cute running to hide behind anything he could find whenever i looked back, i kept on teasing him, when i reached the restaurant i sat a bit as a customer and he sat far away behind, hiding half of his face with the menu, my father looked at me confused, which i knew he'd do, so i got up and went to the kitchen, wore my apron and came back from another way "what would you like to order ?" youngjae took a sip of water before talking and turned to me, resulting to a fountain from his mouth

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i think of what to write while writing and my mind was so blank i hope you like it ..