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Duizhang Kris hyung, I miss having you beside me, completing the twin towers on the far end of the group. I want to go back to the times we were performing on stage together. However, I understand with the circumstances, we need a miracle for that to happen.

Hyung, to be honest with you, our group suffered when you chose to leave the group. It was comparable to being abandoned by a father. We were supposed to rely on you as our leader but you left too early. I hope you understand that Junmyeon hyung must've been caught off-guard when he spoke ill of you. However, after all these time, I know he must be feeling sorry for what he said. I hope you're in good terms with him and still in contact with the M members. We can't blame your decision because you've been denied of opportunities when you were here in Korea.

I applaud your confidence and credibility, hyung. I remember during one of your appearances in China, when they were in a way, criticizing your group, you didn't have second thoughts on defending your members. You were, in your own special way, supervising us like an appa. 

I can see that you're gaining popularity not only in China but also internationally. I'm proud of you and I'm happy that you're finally receiving all the love you deserve.

It saddens me that you weren't with us to experience our concert tour. We stil