Title: 12. Run Away
Author: kyouya3/kyouya-sama
Length: Drabble
Pairing: YunJae
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Drama, Angst
A/N: Blame Jaejoong's new album lyrics trans...

12. Run Away

Jaejoong wondered if he was cursed. How could he not when women and men adored him yet the one he wanted the most just ran away from him? It did feel like a curse.

He called for that one love even after they broke away. To start with, Jaejoong wasn't sure they even had anything happened in the first place. They used to be a very good friend until Jaejoong told his feelings. He had enough restraining himself and he wanted to be honest.

Yunho laughed it off and it hurt. Jaejoong convinced him again and again that this wasn't a YunJae act from the company play; it's his real feelings. Jaejoong knew the moment Yunho believed him; everything would not be the same. Yet he didn't expect Yunho to run away from him.

Even now after they parted ways, Jaejoong still cared for Yunho. His thoughts always involved around the man he loved so much; sadly he knew Yunho would never feel the same as him.

Jaejoong tried to burn and drown everything to forget his engorged vain love but he couldn't. Even when he lied to himself saying it's over he couldn't shake off the fact that Yunho would not feel the same as him; not heartbroken and helpless.

He wondered why when he tried to make Yunho laugh, the man would just run away. Jaejoong really tried to be a good friend even after he told Yunho his feelings. He just wanted to have what he had with Yunho before. It hurt Yunho didn’t feel the same with him, yet, he didn’t expect Yunho to run away from him like that.

Jaejoong couldn’t bring himself to hate Yunho. Even though he wondered why Yunho would make him loved him this way and then just ran away. It wasn’t Yunho’s fault though. He was just too loveable.

Yet, not Jaejoong was too tired to try to start anew. He knew he needed to find a new path and got away from all of this caged feelings. He wanted to stop caring and thinking about Yunho every single second. He regretted why he feel in love with Yunho in the first place.

If Jaejoong could rewind the time he wouldn’t confess so Yunho wouldn’t run away from him. If he could rewind the time he wouldn’t fall for Yunho. His heart wouldn’t as hurt as now if he did. Maybe all Jaejoong wanted to do was running away from all his feelings for Yunho. Yes, how he wished he could run away just like Yunho did to him.