i'm broken in my faith
Description
Boundaries were there to be tresspassed, and expectations were bound to be shattered. Joshua broke them all, and life feels pretty darn great as he tries to ignore the fact that he's breaking himself, and to ignore Seo Jisoo's sighs as she watches his regressive metamorphosis from the enthusiastic, zealous, youth leader from church to a playboy beyond recognition.
Foreword
once upon a time, they were in the church choir, singing their hearts out in praise to the Lord.
twice upon a time, seo jisoo meets joshua in college theology class, and he avoids her like his life depended on it.
thrice upon a time, she finds him knocked out drunk after making out at one of those frat parties, bloodied against the toilet door.
she rescues him of course. she's a good samaritan, the best one out there. she unfortunately doesn't anticipate what happens in the subsequent future.
"Hong Jisoo..." Jisoo says, her eyes half-lidded with sleep. "Do you still hate me?"
"No one calls me that anymore."
"Tell me, though. Why you can't stand me. I'm not interested in dissolving your popularity," she says tiredly, tired, not as much as from the lack of sleep but rather, from being emotionally drained.
Joshua stares ahead, defeated."When I look at you it's like you're everything I used to be."
[that 2jisoo christianity/college//dickjokes/bible pickup-lines au that nobody asked for]
a/n: woAH im lowkey proud of my poster haha + this is gonna be mostly humor and slight discussion abt churches and faith. not like take-me-to-church homophobia kind of au, but more of the process of a person losing faith and finding back hope in a very slice of life way? also there's mentions of alcohol, drug use, but i swear it's not as filthy as it sounds????? so if you're atheist it should be fine, please ignore this fic if it offends you!!! i've always wanted to write a fic not about religion vs mainstream issues but more of the process of believing and dating and exploring boundaries? yeah also please love 2jisoo!!!!!
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