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i'm broken in my faith
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warnings: vulgarities, slight mentions of jokes???

 


the first time seo jisoo meets hong jisoo, is the first time she comes to church, bright-eyed and bushy-tailed. they're eleven. he's the son of one of the pastors, and the most intelligent one in their Sunday school class. 

 

she remembers the warmth, she remembers standing in front of the other kids and bowing, and she remember them laughing because she had the same name as him.  

she remembers the start of a second home.

 

 

she sees him in worship sessions, in choir practices, in youth conferences, and while they're never been close, they're at least aware of each other's presence. 

 

 

 

when she turns nineteen, she gets an acceptance letter for Seoul National University, and it's just about then she realizes that she hasn't seen hong jisoo in church for quite a while. people get busy though,  she thinks, and doesn't think about it again until the first day of uni.

 

 

 

 

 

Cognitive Science is an extremely demanding major, and she already feels the heat from the very first lecture. Jisoo gets to her next lesson early, slumping down on the plastic chair and basking in the air-conditioned lecture hall. And don't get it wrong; Seo Jisoo loves Jesus, and she loves discussing about religious and psychological studies, but the moment she sees the professor's skeptical face when he enters the class, she knows for a fact that she's going to hate Theology 101.

 

Somebody stumbles in ten minutes after lecture begins. Admittedly, it doesn't look as embarrassing as it would if she were to stumble in late, but the guy has goddamn amber hair and the bone structure of a Greek god. He shoots the professor a winning smile, and its a whole two minutes after he's settled into a seat at the back that she realises he's Hong Jisoo. 

What.

Later on, after running through the syllabus material roughly, the Professor turns to the class and clears his throat.

"Now, class, I have to ask you all one very fundamental question. Because if we get over this, then the rest of our lessons would be smooth-sailing. So," Mr Kwon pans the hall with a slow turn of his head, "Is there any deep-rooted, delusional soul here that believes in Jesus Christ?"

The class bursts out laughing. Great. She puts up her hand anyway. About three others do so as well, and she's thankful. 

"Well, ancient history says he's been dead for two-thousand years. So if you guys have any claim, or reason why you would still do so, you're free to tell us right now. If not, keep a mind free of religious beliefs for future lessons, as we need a clear, un-biased perspective for further lessons."

God, help this man. Jisoo sighs into her hands and regrets this course with every fibre of her being.

"So, no arguments?"

 

Jisoo looks back up to Hong Jisoo that sits two rows behind her. She means to ask him to help answer, like he had always had in church during youth bible study lessons.

To her utter shock, he doesn't even have his hand raised. He sits back in his seat, eyebrows knitted as he talks to the guy next to him about stuff unrelated to the crucial discussion at hand.

 

Suddenly, their eyes meet.

 

Jisoo doesn't even realise she's glaring, and the other Jisoo gives her a what-did-i-even-do.jpg face. Her features soften, and settles for an uncertain mini-wave.

 

Hong Jisoo stares at her

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kikomizu #1
Chapter 6: I hope one day you will continue your 2jisoo stories. I remember coming across your account on ao3 a long time ago and marked your stories "for later", because I usually read finished ones, but recently I was looking through my bookmarks and stopped to finally read you stories, and now I'm here to tell you that your writing is amazing. And this story in particular is touching because lately I've been thinking a lot about religion and discussing it with my friend, because I am confused about many things and couldn't really find a way to deal with it yet.
bangchansaegi
#2
Chapter 6: i really love thia fanfic. i hope you could update this soon authornim. c:
elixirs
#3
aaa okay so i've been reading your fics all day (particularly bc I need seventeen x girls fic inspiration) and your stories are all just so genuine and witty and amazing. I love your writing style, and this story specifically makes me so happy because i've never read a fic related to my faith that so openly and easily talks about losing faith and godliness and such. ugh, i just love it. never stop writing ❤
purplephoenix #4
Chapter 6: this fic is so good, the humor always cracks me up, and the plot got me at the edge of my seat. can't wait to know how joshua will act after this ><
syxb7z9
#5
Chapter 6: amaazing story here - it's the first fic I've read that had a significant tie to religion and God and I really enjoy it! plus I love jisoo x jisoo fics so happy to have found this one :)) keep up the great work!
supercut
#6
Chapter 6: okay, so i'm going to be honest with you, prior to this i've never read any jisoo fics (both seventeen and lovelyz.) but then i saw this in a recommendations thread so i gave it a try and?? oh my god?? this is so funny but at the same time really cute and i'm so in love with seo jisoo's character. your writing is absolutely hilarious, i love it really. i also like your pacing, and tbh i love everything about this story!! thank you for updating, i'll wait patiently for the next update. c:
matoki_angel
#7
Chapter 6: Gosh, I just started reading this for like an hour ago and now I'm so hooked with it! This is brilliant and I hope you update soon :) I ship Lovelyz and Seventeen and it's nice to come across great 2Jisoo fics like this!
And I just realized that you are the same author of another wonderful 2Jisoo fic I'm reading as well. Oh, I love you very much, authornim. Much power to you. Hwaitiing!
TaoRisPandaLove #8
Chapter 6: :'D Thanks for updating. Sometimes I get confused between Jisoo and Joshua 'cos most Joshua fanfics I read interchangeably uses Jisoo n Joshua XD

"—he doesn't want to lose her, ever." ;D 2Jisoo
Baudelaire
#9
Chapter 6: I thought i was ready for the heavy things but I wasn't. I had to sit for a few minutes to ponder what's going on in this chapter and came up with a conclusion that this chapter is the most beautiful chapter to date in this story despite the heavy atmosphere.
First of all, I'm so glad that Jisoo was saved. I wasn't expecting for Joshua to raid the room and become a knight in extra shining armor to save Jisoo but there he was, saving Jisoo. Those drunkards need to be expelled. They were trying to for goodness sake! Wait, scratch that, they should be charged and thrown inside the jail or something or anywhere that suits their filthy attitude. en stinkk.
Took me so long to realize but Jisoo is like a sweet serendipity to Joshua (though it might be the other way wise for Jisoo). Jisoo is legit a walking wake up call from the god above to Joshua. His conflict with his conscience? That has gotta be the most beautiful part in this story. Five stars for that.
And oh, i think you made a spelling mistake or you got confused or I got confused or both, but I think you changed Chungsoo to Chungwoo? Because Seungcheol said Chungwoo and Sangjin instead of Chungsoo and Sangjin.
Anyway, thank you for the update!
JellyJello
#10
Chapter 5: Am I the only one who didn't get the "persecuted" joke? :/