Chapter 37

 

A few days later

 

YoonYul’s POV

 

‘ Yul, I want that Rilakkhuma ’ Yoong points at the plushy toy like a kid

 

‘ Babe, you already have a lot of that bear at home ’

 

‘ But Yul, look at this one. He is so big, I can hug him while sleeping ’

 

‘ You don’t need this bear you have me ’

 

Yoong wraps her arms around Yul’s neck

 

‘ Are you jealous? ’

 

‘ Of course, you like this bear more than me ’

 

‘ I like Rilakkhuma but I love you ’

 

Yul still act cool even if she is dying from happiness hearing her fiancée’s words.

 

‘ I’m still mad ’

 

‘ Pweese hubby, don’t be mad at your wifey ’ Yoong said cutely

 

Yul chuckles. Yoong smiles and pecks Yul’s lips.

 

‘ Let’s go home, I’ll cook for you ’ Yoong said

 

‘ How about we go to the supermarket then we head back home ’

 

‘ I love your idea ’

 

‘ You don’t want that bear ’

 

‘ No, I already have you. You are the only one I want ’

 

‘ Really? ’

 

Yoong nods

 

‘ Then show me tonight ’ Yul whispers into the doe-eyes ear

 

‘ Yah ert ’ Yoong hits Yul’s chest

 

‘ Babe, I want you to show me by saying I love you. Don’t think it wrong ’

 

Yoong blushes

 

‘ Omo, my baby was really thinking about inappropriate think ’ Yul continues teasing her blushing girl

 

Yoong kisses Yul’s lips to shup . Yul smiles and kisses back. After they pull off Yul smiles

 

‘ Maybe I should talk more so I will get more kisses from my cute fiancée ’

 

‘ Next time if you talk I won’t kiss you ’

 

‘ Then what will you do? ’ Yul smirks

 

‘ You really want to know ’

 

‘ Yes ’

 

Yoong went closer then stomps on Yul’s feet.

 

‘ Ouch.... ’

 

‘ You were asking for it ’ Yoong stucks her tongue out

 

‘ If you continue to be violet like this, I will find another wifey ’ Yul said

 

‘ What did you just say? ’ Yoong crossed her arms looking very mad

 

‘ I-I was joking baby. You know there’s only you here ’ Yul points at her heart

 

Yoong walks away and Yul quickly runs after her fiancée.

 

‘ Baby, don’t be mad. You know I was joking ’

 

‘ Buy me the Rilakkhuma ’

 

‘ What? ’

 

‘ Do you want me to repeat? ’

 

Yul quickly shakes her head and runs back to the store. After a while, she comes back with the big Rilakkhuma.

 

‘ Now, am I forgiven? ’ Yul hands the bear to Yoong

 

‘ I was never mad at you ’ Yoong said happily

 

‘ Yah....where you just acting. You want me to buy you this bear so that’s why you act mad ’ Yul said in disbelief

 

‘ Thank you baby. I love you ’ Yoong pecks Yul’s cheek then walks away

 

TaeNy’s POV

 

Tae comes in the bedroom and saw Fany playing with her iPad.

 

‘ Fany..... ’

 

Tae taps on Fany’s shoulder. When Fany turns back she saw a pink Totoro in front of her. She takes it and hugs it tightly.

 

‘ Is it for me ’ Fany asks happily

 

Tae chuckles

 

‘ Well I can’t say no since you already hugging it ’ Tae teases the younger girl

 

Fany pouts and Tae pinches her noses

 

‘ Of course is for you. Who else will like a pink Totoro except you ’

 

‘ Thank you TaeTae ’ Fany hugs the older girl

 

‘ I’m glad you like you ’

 

‘ I love it ’

 

Fany starts playing with her new toy.

 

‘ So, what do you wanna do today? ’ Tae sits next to Fany

 

‘ Nothing special. You? ’

 

‘ I bought a new coloring book. Do you wanna do some coloring with me? ’

 

‘ Sure ’ Fany smiles

 

Tae hugs Fany happily like a kid. After she brokes off the hug, Tae runs away and comes back with her coloring stuff.

 

‘ Can we start now? ’ Tae asked excitedly

 

Fany nods.

 

‘ Fany, choose the page ’

 

Tae gives the book to Fany

 

‘ No choose, I’m fine with anything you choose ’

 

‘ Ok ’

 

Tae turns the pages while looking seriously at the image.

 

‘ Hmm.....which one should I choose? ’

 

Tae hesitates between Paris and Japan.

 

‘ Paris ’ Fany said

 

‘ You want Paris ’

 

‘ Yes ’

 

‘ Then Paris ’

 

Tae gives the pencil to Fany.

 

‘ I’ll do the bottom and you the top ’ Tae said

 

‘ Ok ’

 

They start coloring. Tae is concentrate on the book while Fany just stares at Tae with a smile on her face.

 

When Tae looks at her, Fany quickly looks back on the book.

 

‘ I know you can’t take your eyes on me but please concentrate and don’t ruin my precious page ’ Tae teases

 

‘ Yah...who said I was staring at you ’

 

‘ I never say that you were staring at me ’

 

Fany blushes

 

‘ Oh, is that mean you were staring at me the whole time ’

 

‘ Shut up ’ Fany covers her ears with both of her hand

 

But Tae continues teasing the girl until Fany stands up. Tae quickly holds Fany’s wrist making the idol fall on her.

 

‘ I’m sorry Fany, are you alright? ’

 

Fany just nods. They both look at each other. Fany slowly leans closer until their lips touch. At first Tae didn’t respond but slowly she starts to kiss back.

 

‘ Fany......we shouldn’t......... ’

 

Fany cuts Tae’s words by kissing her again. Slowly it become more passionate, Tae picks Fany and lays her on the bed without breaking their kiss.

 

A few hours later, Fany wokes up in Tae embrance. She smiles and laid her head on Tae’s chest. Her phone rang, she quickly answer it without looking at the id because she don’t want to wake Tae up.

 

‘ Hello? ’

 

‘ Babe ’

 

‘ Khun? ’

 

Fany looks at the id.

 

He chuckles on the other line

 

‘ Of course is me. I just finish my photoshoot. I miss you so much ’

 

‘ .................... ’

 

‘ Why you didn’t answer? You don’t miss me? ’

 

‘ I miss you too ’

 

Tae wakes up and feels her bed side empty. She looks around and see Fany near the window. She smiles but her smiles fades when she heard Fany said I miss you.

 

It must be Khun....I was just so stupid, I shouldn’t let my feeling take over. I shouldn’t make love with Fany. She is not gaY – Tae thought.

 

Tae gets off the bed and puts her clothes on. Fany just hang up with Khun and saw Tae dressing. Fany walks toward Tae and back hug her.

 

‘ TaeTae...... ’

 

Tae closes her eyes and slowly pushes Fany’s arms away.

 

‘ I’m sorry about earlier. I shouldn’t lead us so far ’

 

‘ What do you mean? ’

 

‘ I took advantage of you ’

 

‘ You didn’t take advantage of me Tae. I want it ’

 

Tae turns to face Fany

 

‘ You were just confused ’

 

‘ I’m not. I love you Tae ’

 

‘ You love me? ’

 

Fany nods

 

‘ I don’t know since when but yes, I’m falling in love with you ’

 

‘ You don’t know what you are talking about Fany ’

 

‘ I know my feeling very well. I know I love you Kim Taeyeon ’

 

‘ Do you love Nichkhun? ’

 

‘ I.............. ’ Fany don’t know how to answer

 

Tae smiles sadly

 

‘ See. You are confused Fany ’

 

‘ I told you I’m not confused. My heart beat crazily and it just happen when I’m with you. I know you love me too, I can feel it ’

 

‘ You don’t know what you are talking about? You told me that you are not gay but why you suddenly tell me that you love me ’

 

‘ You turn me gay ’

 

‘ Fany-ah, you don’t love me. Maybe I did something to make you confuse if so I apologize. You are right, I love you. I fell in love with you even before we met but our feeling is not mutual ’

 

‘ Why you don’t believe me that I really love you? ’

 

‘ Tell me something. Are you ready to give up on what you have right now? Do you know that not a lot of people will accept this kind of relationship. If you are with me then you will lose what you have right not. Are you ready for this? ’

 

Fany never thought about this. When she is lost in her thought

 

‘ You don’t know how to answer it right. Let’s forget about what happen earlier ok ’ Tae forces a smile and walks out of the bedroom.

 

Fany snaps out of her thought when she heard the door closes.

 

‘ Tae.....I’m ready to give up on everything for you. I will break up with Khun ’ but it was too late, Tae already left the room.

 

After Tae went out of the mansion, she went directly into her car. Inside her car she starts crying.

 

KhunFany’s POV

 

After Tae left, Fany drive to Khun’s place.

 

‘ Fany, I didn’t know that you are coming. Why you didn’t call? ’ Khun said happily

 

‘ Khun, we need to talk ’

 

Khun saw the serious face on Fany

 

‘ Ok, come in first ’

 

They sat on the couch

‘ Do you want something to drink? ’ Khun offers

 

‘ No, I’ll leave soon ’

 

‘ What wrong? ’ he holds Fany’s hand but she slowly pushes it away

 

‘ I’m sorry, let’s break up ’

 

‘ Is it because of Taeyeon ’

 

Fany looks at him surprisely

 

‘ How do you know? ’

 

‘ The way you look at her and everytime we are together, you always talk about her ’

 

‘ I’m sorry Khun, you are a great guy ’

 

‘ I’m a great guy but not good enough for you ’

 

‘ ...............Sorry ’

 

‘ Fany, stop saying sorry. You can’t force yourself to love me if I’m not the one for you. Taeyeon is a great person, I’m sure she will take care of you ’

 

‘ You are not mad at me ’

 

Khun shakes his head

 

‘ I really want to be mad at you but I can’t. I love you Fany but if you are not happy with me then I’m willing to let you go to find your happiness ’

 

Fany hugs Khun while crying

 

‘ Shh....Fany, don’t cry. Don’t forget, if you need someone to talk I’m here as your friend ’

 

‘ Thank you Khun ’

 

After they pull off the hug, Khun wipes Fany’s tears

 

‘ Have you tell Taeyeon about your feeling? ’

 

‘ Yes but she said I was just confused ’

 

‘ Are you? ’

‘ No, I really love her ’

 

‘ Then you should show her ’

 

‘ How? ’

 

‘ Well I can’t help you with this. I’m sure you will know how to do it ’

 

Taeyeon’s POV

 

I’m driving around the city, I can’t stop thinking about Fany’s confession. My phone suddenly ring and is Hyuna calling. I feel guilty, I just cheated on my girlfriend.

 

‘ Baby? ’

 

‘ Tae, I’m bored. Can we go on a movie date? ’

 

‘ ................ ’

 

‘ Hmm.....if you are busy then forget it ’

 

‘ I’m not busy, wait me at home ’

 

I drive Hyuna’s apartment. When I open the door I saw Hyuna in the kitchen preparing diner.

 

‘ You are home ’ She runs toward me

 

‘ What are you doing? I thought we are going out ’

 

‘ I want to prepare diner for you ’

 

‘ We can eat outside ’

 

She shakes her head

 

‘ Is not good for you health. Go watch TV, I’ll call you when I’m done ’

 

When Hyuna is about to walk away I hold her hand

 

‘ Hyuna, I have something to tell you ’

 

‘ What is it? ’

 

‘ Let’s sit down first ’

 

She follows me into the living room. I take a deep breath

 

‘ I’m sorry ’

 

‘ For what? ’

 

‘ I-I-I cheat on you. I didn’t mean it but it just happen. I’m sorry ’

 

‘ ............... ’

 

I look at her

 

‘ Baby, please say something. You can yell at me or hit me but please say something ’

 

‘ T-The soup is ready ’

 

This is all she said then walks into the kitchen. I follow her and I heard her sobbing. I turn off the stove and back hug her.

 

‘ I’m sorry ’

 

‘ Am I not enough for you? ’ She starts crying

 

I turned her to face me

 

‘ You are more than enough for me. I don’t know what happen to me ’ I hug her

 

‘ Did I do something that upset you? ’

 

‘ No baby, you are the best girlfriend. It was my fault. I’m sorry, tell me what I should do to make you forgive me ’

 

‘ Do you love me? ’

 

‘ .............Yes ’

 

‘ Move back with me ’

 

‘ But the filming ’

 

‘ You can go back to the mansion before the filming start. Can you do this for me? ’

 

Tae thinks for a while then nods.

 

How about Fany? She will get nightmare if I’m not with her.....

 

During diner, Hyuna act like nothing happen but I know inside her she is still hurt.

 

‘ Let’s go back to the mansion to pack your stuffs ’ she said after the diner.

 

‘ Tonight? ’

 

Hyuna nods

 

‘ You don’t want to ’

 

‘ Of course not ’

 

‘ Let’s go then ’