Well, procrastination is a bad thing: whether be it in studies or in approaching someone you need/want to talk to. 

 

After that "honeyed" dream, my mind was always in a daze but my eyes searched for him, each and every moment. The day would go merrily even if I had a shortest peek ever, otherwise, my friends would avoid me knowing the "grave intensity" of the situation. 

 

I was literally melting away in his charms. 

 

I had to do something, at least. And consequently, I bribed Woohyun to receive some info of him: his email add. As soon as I finished classes that day, went straight to open a computer and added him in chatroom. Well, I was successful till that point but what should I do from there?

 

I thought for hours about what and how I should explain it to him. Being an extrovert and straightforward as I am, I directly hit the point and told him I was his biggest fan, well, fan in THAT way. I had my fingers crossed all those excruciating hours that I spent waiting. There were all kinds of "what if"s in my mind - what if I become a weirdo in his eyes, what if he ignores me after that, what if he says he already has someone…..aiiisssshhhhhh

 

After those 3 painful hours, there was a new message from him. It said "keke…chincha? That's interesting!" Now, you could tell what my reaction would have been then. Obviously…. I was in cloud 9 - all those fluffy cloud of feelings! Ottoke! Ottoke! Ottoke!

 

But, wait a sec, I have not told you the major point in the "chatroom" story. Mmmm…I lied to him: I lied that I was…. Hyuna, well, Hyuna, she is his … mmmm….favorite …mmmm…..girl idol. Period.

 

When this hit my head, my cloud 9 burst into raindrops … that rolled down my cheeks...down the downward curvature of my lips.   (sob sob) T_T