Chaerin took that night a high fever, the doctor prescribed a medication that the girls had to administer her because she struggled in and out of consciousness.

It was three days later when a chaerin already recovered

Held in her hands the most important decision of her entire life

Lose the baby

Or make a solo album in America, she could growing move away from him, until he no longer cause to her that feeling of hate but also need

But she did not delude herself, she could never take away the life of a human who comes from herself

She knew that was never an option,

She would be able

She had to be

She was going to be

she told herself that this would be the last time she would show weak

she had put the baby in danger and that would end

CL would take full control

no more chaerin and weakness

so Dara worked on dramas in Korea, and minzy studied and practiced her dance more, in one of the most important schools of Angels

Chaerin created her album, and bom, was there always to help her in every possible way.

After the scandal of Bom, the president warned her that she should stay in the shade, but he agreed to let her travel with chaerin and minzy to LA

Chaerin was working as if her life depended on it

Jiyong called her again and again, every day, every week, every month

The girls saw the # MAMA2014 on the web,

None of them say anything when jiyong came out on screen

They ignored when 2NE1 was mentioned, to give the prize to another candidate unfairly

They knew they had done a great year, but in the end the scandals, prevailed next to the hard work

CL's belly grew increasingly

Gradually, the anguish of the morning were declining

Gradually, their habits were settling

She did her exercises to stay fit

She did her work

She ate her diet specified, always now considering potential health of the baby

She was running away all she could and more of the press and when it was necessary she did her best to make it short and quick

The press found it out when she was in her sixth month

Both her American company as her Korean company agreed in their words

Although in Korea this was something even more scandalous

But YG words were emphatic

"Cl is someone with thoughts and actions western, she has spent her entire youth outside Asia, so we are here to ask for understanding, becoming a mother was something she always desired for her, her desire for motherhood has always been high, so here here again we are asking everyone of you for understanding, her activity as a soloist in America will be in the right measure and this will never be a stumbling block for the group this is not the end for 2NE1 "