his lioness....

.....

She will never know but he watched her from anywhere his mobile was now fully with alerts to know any news of her, and his computer was always full of web pages with her name on it, he chased her through hashtags, and through accounts of fans always so aware of her and their baby

His own son

He had always wanted a baby, knowing that with Kiko and their work and her little little desire to be a mother was a very complicated thing

his son

his mind was filled with prospective moments with his baby

but he missed the opportunity to call it his own baby when he uttered his last words

I'm sorry

with another person he would put the excuse that he was scared, but chaerin always had known him more than anyone

The word abortion even haunted him asleep

He knew that she had received too all the words he did not say

I'm sorry

This is a mistake

I can not do it

I'm getting married

I go.

TO.

married

with his longtime girlfriend for now more than five years

Who would he cheat?

He felt guilty, yes, but it was Kiko, whom he loved

he did not even know what he would do if chaerin when she had the baby would return to Korea, he knew what she was getting there many things that in korea as a woman they were almost impossible

so he were so proud of her

her name was growing like the wildfire, thanks to known names such as jeremy, Skrillex, Diplo .... and her unforgettable talent

for no to speak of fashion mavens like Karl, of chanel,

they always had laughed at the problem it would be for them to get the wedding dress of chaerin, it would be such a complicated issue, she was a muse to many designers, and the list continued to grow every day, some more famous other less famous,,, but all could agree that she was really something special ..

she was not as Kiko, Kiko had tried an acting career but the harsh criticism and the malfunction of the movie in the cinemas, it had made her surrender and give her best on modeling, something she did know to make

but as she herself said, the job only came because her name was now tied to G-Dragon, something she had never liked,

she was important in Japan before they began their relationship but now they only were looking for her to talk about him

That will always be a sensitive issue since a terrible fight always appears behind of it

she broke the relationship several times for that reason

until she began to take advantage of his name as never

jiyong knew it

but he did not even care

He could not live without her,

so he got every weekends she came to korea

He believed that with that, he would assuage his heart

But it does not work

He found himself regretting of his proposal, but were committed, they should spend more time together to organize the perfect wedding that it will be hidden. but perfect

so here when she asked him what was wrong he always was with the fact that his best friend had run away to have a baby and he was worried

All three of them were very good friends, Kiko knew of a first hand the relationship between the two leaders,

- I was worried before, you used to spend much time together but then I knew ... She's not your type, you're too much for her so now I do not care

Kiko's words towards chaerin hurt him but he knew he could not show it

- She's your friend, okay ... but it seems very shocking what she's done, right now his career it's possible is to be finished forever ...., a baby ... now that she was going to begin her solo career and she had that big break in America ... it's a shame but she wanted it to ... Not that she can say it was a mistake to become pregnant ... you've spoken with her?

-...

-ji?

-....

-ji??!!!

- what? !

Kiko was surprised, he never raised his voice he never treated her that way she had 20 minutes sitting on the couch next to him but it was as if she did not exist for him

- I'm sorry Kiko,, ... Taeyang and I have worked hard for in so little time bring to market "goodboy" and thus able to attend the awards "mama", now that we knew the girls could not participate, and I I'm exhausted, Kiko ...., sorry

- Uh .... okay .. okay, you know I'm here, hey ... you know ... I miss you .....

the tone of her voice had changed and Jiyong looked up to surprise her ing her blouse

and he could almost see the tone of her skin white as milk and baby pink bra

- What do you want...?

Kiko interrupted him with her lips, giving soft kisses and jiyong, found himself wishing another type of passion, ...

- Chae ....

Before his lips had just pronounce her name he was already thinking about what would excuse him this time

- what?!

- I said I need to call chaerin ... a moment

jiyong said getting up

- You're leaving me hot here for that ?

His words hurt him and he almost jumped to defend chaerin but then remembers that is Kiko with whom he will marry

- Kiko

- what?!

- I'm just worried let me try talk to her please

- she or I ..... ji .... she or I

and there it was again, the threat of losing her

his heart stopped when he look at kiko

he loved her he had always been convinced of that but ....

was it really love?

give without receiving?

but the pain in his chest every time she said the words,

words he hated the most that it will put an end to that relationship, made his heart bled

- You you you you always come here ....

then he would laugh to think how he could pretend to be the powerful gdragon

and then be bull

He kissed her hard as he remembered how chaerin had kissed him back with even more aggressive

It turned out that even in bed, both were looking the same

Kiko instead pushed him broke and with a frown

her lips were swollen from his aggressiveness  and her eyes moistened

- Ji, you have hurt me ....

where chae rin was a lioness Kiko was a porcelain doll

- I feel sorry for me lose you just hurts too much sorry

when they were both Kiko stop him again

- Ji ... condoms ... you do not want us to be so stupid as chaerin hahaha

and again that prick on his heart

- Yes of course....

they made love several times that night, until she fell asleep in his arms

but he could not sleep

Nothing

and he found himself missing his favorite lioness ... ..