“Don’t leave me,” he whispers.
“Oh, for crying out loud—no! I am not going to go!” I shout and it’s cathartic.
There, I’ve said it. I am not leaving.
“Really?” His eyes widen.
“What can I do to make you understand I will not run? What can I say?”
― E.L. James, Fifty Shades Darker
 

 

 

► Krissy and Ericka - 12:51

 

 

 

Joshua,

 

 

I told Dan everything.

 

 

Tingin ko hindi na ko makakapaghintay hanggang December 25, 2015. Di ko na kayang magtype, Joshua. Feel ko at the end of the day, kadanagtatype ako eh inaalala ko lang lahat ng masasamang nangyari. I told Dana the truth. That I was still deeply in love with you. I'm sorry for letting you experience pain, Joshua. I understand if you won't ever talk to me after this. I hope you do well in school. I hope maging masaya ka sa sembreak niyo. Sasama na rin muna ko sa funrun bukas para mawala sa utak ko lahat ng nangyari.

 

Allow me to say a few parts of the song above..

 

 

 

As the sky outside gets brighter,

And my eyes begin to tire.

I'm slowly drowning.

The memories of him.

And I know it shouldn't matter.

As my heart begins to shatter.

I'm left to wonder,

Just how it should have been.

 

 

And I'm not that strong to hold on any longer...

 

 

 

 

Joshua Nicolas Yu, I love you.

► FOR YOU. LISTEN TO THIS.

► AND THIS.

// 8:46

The End.