*end flashback*

 

Kyumin POV.

Why? I wonder... I was so happy when he called, I was really excited to see him again... After seeing him again, all my feelings began to come back. Not that they ever left. This whole time I still thought about him, I felt my heart skip a beat, everytime i saw his cute face in my head. Every day and night emotions still grow, but I realized, that from that moment on, they´ll never, ever reach you again. When you called, i thought i could finally be together with you, that I could finally be happy... But I was wrong. It only made it worse... It made me broken, it made me not wanting to live anymore... It made me feel like I´m no one, like i never meant to exist in this world and that I was just a mistake. And now god wanted to let me feel hurt, for being with his most angelic angel, for falling for him, for longing to him. 

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´Hi~ I´m Sungmin, Lee Sungmin, but you can call me Min~ Nice to meet you.´

´hum. I´m Kyuhyun...  Nice to meet you.´

.-.-.

´Kyu~ What do you want to eat~!´

´Anything is fine.´

´Then I can choose, right~´

.-.-.

´Kyunnie~ Do you like someone?´

´liking someone...? Yeah... I´m loving someone...´

´Really... Then... Who is it~´

.-.-.

´Kyu~ Congrats on getting graduated~ Let´s celebrate it~´

´Thank you Min. Let´s go eat somewhere. ´

.-.-.

´Min, I need to tell you something´

´Kyu... Me first... I... I´m gonna to move away... I won´t see you anymore...´

´...´

´KYU!! KYUHYUN!! PLEASE WAIT!! DON´T RUN AWAY!!´

.-.-.

´Did you see Sungmin?´

´No he hasn´t come to work for a while.´

´He didn´t say anything to anyone. No one knows anything.´

´Kyuhyun? Did you speak to him?´

´...´

´Kyuhyun?´

´... yes... he´s gone...´

.-.-.-.

´Hello? Is Kyuhyun there?´

´You´re speaking to h-... Sung... Min...´

´Yeah... Are you okay? How have you been lately?´

´I´m okay... You?´

´Yeah... me too... Kyu, can we meet tommorow?´

´... Tommorow... Of course we can.´

´Then let´s meet at our old school.´

-.-.-.

´I´m... I´m going to get married...´

´...´

´...´

´Congratulation.´

´...´

´...´

´Hum...´

 

Why did I end up falling in love with you? After congratulating you, we just split ways again... I heard you murmer some words, but i couldn´t hear them. You invited me to your wedding. I don´t want to go, but i need to. I need to see you happy on that day, so that i can give you away to the one you love. So that i can see that I´m leaving you happy. That day, I need to see you pray to God with a person next to you, who isn´t me. Seeing you receiving blessings from people who support the two of you... Then i´m able to give you my blessings too.

I wonder... Why wasnt I able to take your hand? No matter how much time passes, you always should´ve been by my side, but i know now that it will never come true. So even though I need you close to me, I still pray that you will be happy forever... No matter how lonely that makes me... No matter how sad...

- end Kyuhyun POV - 

...

*footsteps walking away*

´Kyu... My love, my feelings for you... I´ll send them away now... Goodbye... Please be happy...´

*footsteps*
 

- the end-