Injured
FrontingEven if Mingyu and Hana have something special between them, I really shouldn’t care at all. I should be
happy because finally Mingyu has found the right one, even though it’s not me. It’s strange how my heart
was in pain.
When we were eating, Hana didn’t even leave her phone and kept texting. Was it still Mingyu that kept texting
her? What are they talking about? Am I supposed to be this curious? No.
“Uh, Ahri, I have to answer this. Just wait here.”
Should she really walk away to answer the call? Is it because Mingyu called her?
“Oh, since we already finished everything, I will just leave. Thank you for the food, Hana.”
I miss you, Kim Mingyu. That’s the only thing I could think of right now because I can’t deny that I really
miss him, and I wanted the old him for me; just for me.
This egoistic came back, wanting to have both Wonwoo and Mingyu just for myself. I really should look into
the mirror right after I arrived home, because who am I that I dared to say that? Wanting both Wonwoo and
Mingyu? I don’t even deserve to have one.
“Ahri, where’s your another uniform? I’m going to do the laundry!”
I opened the laundry basket and saw the set of uniform; that I used that day. There’s Mingyu’s blood, and I just
automatically looked at it and frozen. I remembered when Mingyu leaned his body on mine and my uniform is
full of his blood.
His body was really warm like my favorite sweater at home, and I love his scent; it’s unique because nobody has
the scent of Kim Mingyu. He said that his Dad bought a perfume that’s based on Mingyu’s date of birth and his
blood type so it’s really the only one scent for him.
This uniform.., is full of his scent that I wanted to hug all day. Where are you Mingyu? Why aren’t you here? Should
I kept crying by my self? Can’t I lean on you and cry after that so you could wipe away my tears? Can’t I?
“You little - Mom was shouting for your uniform why are you hugging it there?” my brother stopped after realizing
that I was crying on my knees, hugging an uniform that’s full of blood.
I wiped my tears and stood up. “Move.”
“He was here, that day when you came home with that uniform. He was standing in front of the house, but didn’t even
ring the bell. He was just staring at the house without doing anything.” my brother paused as he hesitated to continue,
but I signaled him to just tell me everything. Then he continued:
“His uniform was full of blood, it was messy even his hair was messy. His face was full of bruises, and he didn’t walk properly;
holding to his right leg. Seemed like he was in pain that day.”
“What did you do that day, Oppa?”
“I ran to him and asked everything, he just said that he accidentally stopped the taxi on the wrong place like what the
hell did he really think that I’m going to believe that bull? But I realized that you were with Wonwoo that day...
And, oh, so his feeling towards you seems to be one-sided love.”
Why should he acted like he doesn’t care about me when he even went to my house that day on his worst condition?
He even acted like his leg is okay? Stupid.
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I brought cheese cream bread and strawberry milk to school today because nobody would give me those again anyway.
Eating the one that I brought and the one that Mingyu brought was really different. I didn’t feel anything special but
keeping my tears so it wouldn’t fall every time I think of Mingyu.
It’s weird how my classmates started the conversation with me since the morning, and I replied to them naturally like
what the classmates would do. I felt safe when talking to them now, even thought I shouldn’t say any secret to them yet.
I hope they’re not planning anything weird to bully me in the future. I hope they will be my friends like the other normal
students. And this is the first time I wished I had friends.
There’s no teacher on my class so we were told to just study without the teacher. I was really bored and sleepy so I went
to the bathroom to wash my face. But when I walked pass Wonwoo’s class, he was standing in front of the class and singing.
Oh, it’s music class.
He was singing Vanilla Acoustic’s You Are My Baby. I didn’t know that Wonwoo would be this great in singing? I mean,
with his extremely deep voice, singing this lovely song?
I stopped in front of his class and just staring at the gentle Wonwoo who’s really into singing there; he even closed his eyes.
His voice is really music to my ear, it was really beautiful.
But something really moved my eyes from staring at Wonwoo. Mingyu cornered Hana and they seemed to talk about
something serious. My smile faded away when I looked at them talking to each other that close because I used to be Hana
before Mingyu avoided me these days.
After they separated, Hana walked back to class and Mingyu walked to the rooftop. My brother was right, his right leg is
injured but he was hiding it all the time from me. So, I followed him quietly from behind; looking to his back.
It’s hurt how I used to cry on his back, and we were really close back then, but now I was just looking at his back and couldn’t
even touch him. It’s weird; and it’s hurt.
Right after we arrived, he leaned to the wall, saying: “Why are you following me? What do you want?”
Oh. So he was aware that I followed him.
“Why didn’t you tell me about your injured leg? So, that day, you carried me when your leg was injured, and you can’t even
feel your body? You carried me but you’re still pretending that you don’t care about me?”
“My leg is fine.”
“Don’t even try to lie, Mingyu. Did you think I don’t know anything? You waited in front of my house that day, I knew it all!”
“Stop following me.”
I walked closer, but he stepped back. And he didn’t even look back while talking to me. I felt like I was talking to his back instead.
“Where have you been, Kim Mingyu? I’ve waited for you these days but you won’t come to me. It hurts, really.”
He didn’t respond.
“What if I like you too? What if I feel the same feeling as you?”
Still, he didn’t say anything; he didn’t even move an inch.
“I know, everything’s different now. Good luck with Hana, then. You said that you wanted me to be happy with Wonwoo,
right? Okay, I will be happy with him and forget you. Note it, I will happy without you, as you wish, Kim Mingyu.”
***
ps; haven't see wonwoo singing you are my baby? it's also my first time seeing and hearing him
singing like why he is the rapper?
he can sing doe! watch here and you are very welcome^^
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