The Next Day

Junior:*just sitting on a bench looking at the view sighs then sees mark*

Mark:*takes a deep breath walking slowly up to him*Ummm JB  told me that you'd be here i thought that as well so here I am

Junior:*sighs looks down*

Mark:So Eric hyung called me yesterday and said that they wanna make a an offical ASC MC along with him jimin and kevin from now on so im now apart of the after school club for as long as the fans love it 

Junior:*looks at him then looks down*What about bambam

Mark:*sighs looks at him*Were not together anymore

Junior:*clears his throat*Bu..but you guys were so happy

Mark:*looks away*He broke up with me..happiness isnt always a good sign of relationships

Junior:*looks down*

Mark:*sighs scratches his forehead avoiding eye contact*

Junior:*holding his hands together sighs*Im sorry 

Mark:*looks at him*No im sorry for not for ever pressuring you to being more open and out there with our relationship and for pushing you to be more loving in our relationship and that i suffocated you from expecting to much from you when we were together 

Junior:*looking in his eyes tears fall*

Mark:I didnt understand that along the way you lost the jinyoung you were when you were loving me and all you wanted was to find yourself again the one you lost when you loved me 

Junior:*tears rolling down his face puts his hand on his cheek*The jinyoung that is truly madly deeply in love with you

Mark:*tears fill in his eyes closes them feeling his hand on his cheek holds his hand and kisses it*

Junior:*tears streaming down his face looking at him*

Mark:*still holding his hand sniffs crying*You dont know how much i want to say this to you...that i want us to be together....i want it to be us i want us to try being together so badly 

Junior:*crying*What am i suppose to do

Mark:*sighs looks at him*Its just me jinyoungie its me i need time now to forgot all the pain

Junior:*crying covering his mouth looking at him*

Mark::So i can remember all the good memories you and i had so i can find the Mark i lost when i kept getting hurt *wipes his tears away*

Junior:*crying hand on his cheek*

Mark:*more tears fall*I know in my heart that it will always be you but i just wanna figure out myself how to mend this broken heart of mine because if it breaks again i dont know what could happen....

Junior:*crying harder*

Mark:*hand on both his cheeks looks in his eyes*So when were together i can love you with all my heart without feeling scared of being hurt again even if were together as boyfriends or just friends

Junior:*crying looking in his eyes holding his hands*

Mark:*cries leans his forehead against juniors*

Junior:*looking in his eyes leans in and kisses him passionately*

Mark:*kisses back crying*

Junior:*pulls away from the kiss crying forehead against his*

Mark:*holding juniors hands tears falling carressing the back of juniors hands*

Junior:Please....please *carressing his cheek*

Mark:I love you i love you so much *looks in junior eyes*

Junior:I love you so much more *they kiss passionately*

Mark:*sighs pulls away walks away crying covering his mouth*

Junior:*covers his face shaky breathe crying*

Mark:*hits the steering wheel hard crying leans his head down crying*

Junior:*falls down to his knees screams*AHHHHHHHHHH

Mark:*looks out the window crying*Im sorry jinyoungie maybe someday ill come back and we can be together but if not i know their will be someone better for you to love you for all your worth as for right now i need to fix my heart myself