Letting Go
One Last TimeLater That Night
BamBam:*writing in his notebook*
Mark:*just drinking his beverage sighs*
Waiter:Sir here's your change *smiles*
BamBam:Keep the change *smiles*
Waiter:Thank you sir *smiles grabs the plates and walks away*
BamBam:I finished the song i wrote...can you read it please *hands him his notebook*
Mark:*sighs grabs the notebook*I love you and i will tell you everyday until you forget the things that hurt you and how i wish i can take them away if only it can be done
BamBam:But it cant be done *looks at him tears fill in his eyes*
Mark:*sighs looks down then to him*
BamBam:Because you wont let me mark just tell me *looks at him a thin layer on tears in his eyes*
Mark:*sighs looks down*Huh bambam boo
BamBam:*sighs*Mark hyung theres no easy way to do this because it hurts so much just tell me the truth
Mark:*looks down and takes a deep breath*
BamBam:*looks at him*Do you love me
Mark:*looking in his eyes*Bam you know i love you
BamBam:*sighs*Do you love him
Mark:*tears form in his eyes*I cant stand to see you hurt
BamBam:*looks at him reaches over and closes his eyes*
Mark:*sighs nervous eyes closed*
BamBam:So you wont see me wont *crying*Do you love him
Mark:*crying*Im so sorry
BamBam:*covers his mouth sobs tears rolling down his cheeks*Do you want to end this
Mark:*crying eyes still closed*Will you ever forgive me
BamBam:Huh *crying harder hands over his face*
Mark:*tears roll down his cheek shaking*
BamBam:Before being with me as my boyfriend you were firstly my best friend since the beginning and its never changed but being my boyfriend I ended up hurting you because i didnt see the reality you wont ever love me the same and i hurt you and it eats me alive that i did even if it means saving our friendship then ill do it even if it hurts
Mark:*opens his eyes crying*Bambam im so sorry
BamBam:No dont say sorry you dont know how happy you've made me *smiles through his tears*
Mark:*hands on his face wiping his tears away*Dont you ever think that i never loved you i love you so much bam
BamBam:I love you too so much more mark hyung *crying*
Mark:Im pretty sure you want this back *puts the promise ring in his hand*
BamBam:*takes a deep breathe*Keep it
Mark:Mwo.....*shocked*
BamBam:Just like ill keep my promise ring for it to be a reminder that you loved me and it just wasnt my imagination *half smiles*
Mark:*burst out criyng again*
BamBam:Would you stop crying....your not suppose to get ugly *cups his face looks at him*
Mark:Im so sorry *crying*
BamBam:*carreses his cheek looks in his eyes and kisses him passioantely*
Mark:*wraps his arms around his neck smiles through the kiss*
BamBam:*smiles through the kiss sighs heavily rest his forehead against marks*
Mark:*hugs him tightly*Im so sorry
BamBam:Im choosing to let you go *hugging him tightly*
Mark:I love you *hugging him kisses his cheek*
BamBam:*tears falling just holding him*
Mark:Im so sorry *lets go of bambam and walks off*
BamBam:But you will never love me the way your love is for jinyoung...i guess he is your heart no matter..i admit defeat *tears roll down his cheeks*
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