Mark:*curled into a ball sitting in his bed tear stains on his cheeks*

Jackson:*wraps a blanket around him sighs sits down looks at him*Mark...

Yugyeom:Hyung here some hot tea *half smiles hands it to him*

Mark:*half smiles*Th..thanks yug

Yugyeom:*half smiles runs his fingers through marks hair looks at jackson*

Jackson:*nods his head half smiles*

Yugyeom:Ill go now *half smiles and walks out the room*

Jackson:Mark...*holds his wrist*

Mark:Why...does it always have it hurt jackson...*looks at him*

Jackson:*looks at him*

Mark:I thought I was ok..i thought I was moving on that I finally learned to let him go..in my mind but in here *hand on his heart cries hard*

Jackson:*sighs looks down*

Mark:I just cant do it jackson...it wont stop beating for him *crying harder shaking*

Jackson:*grabs the cup from mark puts it down and holds mark*Let it out

Mark:I just wanna be loved...why cant I beee *curls into a ball in jacksons arms*

Jackson:*sighs rubbing his back*

Mark:Why does he realize our love now when im finally learning to be happy again

Jackson:Love can have its ups and downs mark its not always perfect it makes its mistakes as well

Mark:But its to late now..Im with Bam now

Jackson:But do you love Bam *looks in his eyes*

Mark:*speechless looks at jackson*

Jackson:Do you love bambam the way you love junior....

Mark:I...i....

Jackson:Why cant you answer me 

Mark:I dont know...i just cant...love him the way he loves me but i *looks down tears fall*

Jackson:Noo the right answer is you wanna love bambam but you wont let yourself your heart wont let you because its not right to you 

Mark:*looks down shaking crying*

Jackson:You never loved bam in the first place maybe love and care for him like a little brother not lover type never in that way you just wanted to be with him to fill the empty hole in your heart that junior made...

Mark:You make it sound like Im desperate for love

Jackson:I dont mean it like that Mark your my best friend I want to see your happiness I wanna see your real smile not the fake happiness and smiles you are showing right now its not you..I know your heart and I know you dont wanna break bambam but whats the point of stayig in this relationship where your not happy only one person is...

Mark:I cant hurt BamBam he's done so much for me..he's done all he can to keep my happy to see me smile..hes showed all his love for me

Jackson:But what about you....have you finally learned to love him the way he loves you 

Mark:*looks down at his hands*

Jackson:Mark no matter what you do or say even with BamBam is in your life we all know that in your heart Junior is still in it theres no use of your trying to replace him...

Mark:.....*speechless*

Jackson:Tell me what importance is BamBam and Junior to you..

Mark:Jackson..

Jackson:Im not being cruel mark this is me being your best friend and trying to make you be fair to your heart....

Mark:*sighs*Please jackson

Jackson:What does Bam mean to you

Mark:*sighs closes his eyes tightly*BamBam hes family to me he's always been there by my side since the beginning of it all hes my other best friend always someone I can lean against someone I can depend on I love and care for him like family like a brother and I couldnt be anymore thankful for all the love he's given me and love he's showed me Im so thankful to have someone like him in my life

Jackson:Can you love him the way he wants you to love him...

Mark:I...i dont know *looks down*

Jackson:What does Junior mean to you

Mark:......Everything to me 

Jackson:And by everything you mean..

Mark:Junior is my all..he is my everything my world...my life....my rock..my strength...my heart..MY UNIVERSE....i dont think i can live or continue on in this life without him in my life..hes always been someone I trust and open up to all the time hes the most valuable person in my life the best thing that could ever happen to me..I couldnt be anymore thankful to have him in my life he is the love of my life my only one my greatest love of all time

Jackson:Do you still love junior

Mark:*sighs*With everything in me I never ever stopped loving him i will always love junior with everything in me 

Jackson:So th-*gets cut off*

Mark:But thats over with now..I have BamBam now and ill learn to love him

Jackson:Mark...

Mark:Jackson please we talked about it ok I made my decision its over and done...Junior is to late 

Jackson:*sighs looks away*